Learning People in Your Circle

Goddess afternoon Royals. First give praise to the all High.

When I tell you learning things about people in your circle is like learning how to love them all over again. The question is can you learn to love someone once you have found out something that make you not want to know them at all. I am having a hard time trying to look this person in their face and continue to have the same love for them I once had or shall I say I do have. It is not the same for me because once someone have changed my opinion about them it is had to go back to the way things use to be.

I can see if someone else played a part in the changing of my opinion about a person but this isn’t the case. It is the person themself that have changed my mind, heart, and outlook on them. This is hard for me but in the same sense I know that I still have love for them just not the same kind of love. My war status has changed as well as my standing in their corner no matter what.

Judge me for I have judged another, but only by his standards and not by mind. For he is ashamed of himself as well as he should be but there is still love for him in me just not as strong as it once were.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Where are we now?

Goddess Evening Royals

We have been so many place and seen so many face but still we live in selfishness.  I am not going to say all but I will say some.  It make no sense to have and refuse to want to give.  Some have nothing and give so much while some have so much and gives nothing.  Is this who and where we are now?

I have been a person who gives of myself all the time and without a need from anything in return.  It is called unconditional giving.  I don’t want or expect anything in return. It has to be without praise, conditions, compromise or even influence that you all give.  It have to be from the heart.  This is where we should be but we aren’t.

We as human beings believe that we should give in order to receive, or receive in ordered to give.  We look for what we give to be returned to us, well most of us, but then when it isn’t we have to talk about what we did for someone instead of keeping it to ourselves.  We have to be praised or recognized by someone in order for someone to know how badly someone else needed our help or assistance.

For those who doesn’t need praise, glory or recognition I salute you in all you do for your family, friends, community and for those who you don’t know.  I want to say “Thank You”  because the world could use some more of you in this day and time.  For a matter of fact continue to do what you do so that it will become contagious and others catch on.

You are the HEROs of the millenium and I am more than thankful and appreciative of you and your services you provide to the family, friends. and communities around you.

What do you do that make you a HERO of today, tomorrow and forever.

THANK YOU SO MUCH. SENDING YOU ALL LOVE AND KISSES.  #GODDESSLOVE

What Women Think Occasionally #3

What Women Think Occasionally #3

Goddess Morning Royals, sorry for the delay in finishing the story but I had a weekend please believe me.

Friday, no transportation to anywhere and Lord know I don’t like asking anyone for a ride so cab, hack and Uber it was.  Had so many errands to run and got them all accomplished, money well spent.

Saturday, cooked and cleaned, washed clothes and everything so I can dedicate my time today to my writing.  Putting my house back together after some well deserved maintenance/renovations needed.  Most of it was accomplished but still have more to do.  

This morning I am blogging because I feel as though I owe it to you all to finish out the story.

So our couple is on the floor of their home after another sexual attack from his wife who continues to fantasize about her stranger.  Well this time there was touching, laughing and grind involve.  As she sat beside her husband she wanted to tell him that she sexually desire another man but she knew it would break him and leave him with insecure thoughts of her.  She said nothing and continued on with her quality time with him. When they were done they both got up and headed upstairs to shower and rest for the night.  He knew it was something he needed to talk to her about but couldn’t remember what it was.

They showered together and then off to bed they both went.  They spooned into a deep slumber.  When morning rose and he woke from sleeping she wasn’t in the bed with him.  She wasn’t even in the house.  He thought she may have had an emergency and didn’t want to wake him.  She was in the wind and without any type of note or anything.  He didn’t allow it to bother him it wasn’t the first time and he knew it wouldn’t be the last.  She did however make him breakfast to eat and made him coffee to drink.  She always did when she had to be out before he woke.

She had boarded a plane to Italy for business and didn’t have time to explain to him nor wake him.  He knew her business was everything to her.  Upon her arrival she called home to let her husband know where she was and her possible return.  He was happy to hear from her and told her he got the fort.  They told one another how much the love each other and to stay safe and out of trouble.  They hung up and when she looked up she was at the hotel.  She checked in called her office for the person she is meeting again and all the details on what it is that she is requesting.  Once she received the information again she studied her notes.  She knew that this client was important as all her clients but this one asked for her personally so she knew she had to get his contract without fail.

Her appointment with her client was at 11 am and she wouldn’t be late.  She was meeting her at the grand suite in the hotel in which she was staying.  She gathered her A game and headed up to the top floor.  She heard the helicopter land on the roof.  Okay this one has a lot of money obviously so get the account and make your money girl.  She spoke to herself.  The concierge let her into the suite and offered her something to drink.  Dominique will be right with you.

She sat down and waited her arrival and when the doors opened.

Last encounter

It was Dominique the stranger that she was fantacizing about.  She knew she was in trouble because she couldn’t run to her husband and release the sexual desire or tension.  She smiled, I didn’t know your name was Dominique.  I also didn’t know you were going to be my client.  How you didn’t know my name was Dominique I told you last night at the bar.  I wasn’t really paying attention like I should have been.   Now that I have your undivided attention maybe I can get you to help me with my business as well as answer my question you left so fast on last night.  She started sweating, her legs buckled, her knees locked and her face blushed.  In her thoughts she knew she definitely was in a world of trouble. She tried to stay focus and do the job she was called there to do but she wasn’t sure which job he was really after.

She sat back down and squeaked out, well.  Clearing her thought, well I can offer you, I mean my company can offer you a great return on all investments we push through for you at all cause.  We just don’t put your money anywhere we put it where it is coming to have a positive payout for your.  We invest to continue to make you more money and build your wealth  as we as your portfolio.  He smiled, that’s great to know show me some sound investments and then give me a pen to sign.  I believe in you and know that you can do all you say you can do.  She grin, knowing her pussy was getting wet by the minute.  She excused herself and went to the restroom for relief.  Hold yourself together and get those thoughts of sex out of your head.  Stay in the game and stay focus.  It took her a minute to pull it together but she got herself back on track and reentered the room.

When she returned he was shirtless and she almost passed out.  She was weak in the flesh and wanted to have him.  He said, where do I sign?  She gave him and pen and showed him where to sign and afterwards he handed her a drink for a toast.  When the glasses touch so did she.  He stepped back and told her don’t make that move if she wasn’t ready for the outcome.  She stepped forward and touched again.  He drawled her in close, kissing her full lips.  The sparks flew and the magic started.  He went down on her and her mind went blank and she didn’t remember she had a husband.  All she could think about was how good this made her feel.  She wanted more but first she had to showcase her skills as well.  She in return went down on him.  He never had a woman who could take all of him oral or otherwise.  He knew he would catch feelings for her if she made him cum so he pulled her off to give her real pleasure.  As he inserted his massive penis she moaned.  She wasn’t sure if she would be able to handle it all but as he continued to push she continued to take.  When he was all the way in her hips started to sway and her juices started to flow.  He was shocked and they both tried to out do one another.  When the fight was over and all the pleasure was released they looked at each other with such lust but knew it wasn’t going to happen again.  They both had to win and they knew sexually it would work but otherwise they both are too damn competitive.  Beside she then remembered she had a husband.

She jumped up and rushed out of the room down to her floor and into her room.  She douche and cleaned herself up well.  Taking the morning after pill and faxing over his signed contract.  She knew she could never tell her husband about this, it would destroy their marriage and lives.  She now had more skeletons in her closet than she wanted but had pleasure upon her soul that she desired.

This encounter she would always remember but had to live with the guilt and shame of stepping outside of her marriage to get it.

Sending you all love and kisses.  #GoddessLove

What Women Think Occassionally

What Women Think Occassionally

Goddess Morning Royals

First of all I am writing this because I received an email asking me am I always nice or do I have a naughty side as well.  No I am not talking about writing I am talking experience.  I replied yes and I will share with you. So here it goes.  Don’t judge me because it was when I was much younger.

Now ladies, you all know that I will never try to steer any of you in the wrong direction but let’s be honest here we all have experienced it once or twice.  Whether on not you acted on it is between you and your judgment day.

Okay so you and your significant other and you are in good space but not as great as it use to be.  The fire in your relationship is barely a spark but you keep trying to rekindle the flame.  Still it is just a spark!  So you think maybe a night on the town with the girls will and time away from one another will make you want them as bad as ever.  Now you know your girls and what they think of your significant other but still they are your girls and as long as they don’t speak out of tone with you in reference to it you really don’t care what they think.  Of course you go out and you know the bantering is going to start so you prepare for it.

First encounter

As they are going on and on you see him.  The mold that the Lord had made from his own hands.  Everything thing around you moves into the background and the only thing you can do is speak.  Hello you both say as you walk pass one another.  The immediate look at the package happen and then you smile.  Yes, fellows we check the junk and see if it is worth the time.  The package is looking full and you are not in the market but boy if you only could order you up some of that.  Then you are snatched out of the fantasy by your girls who is still going on about your significant other, but all you can do is smile.  They look back and caught why you are smiling.  They give you the okay but you already know it’s only because they hate the one you are with.  You all continue on with your night but the guy is still lingering in your thoughts.  You felt a connection but only want the package.  Then it happen, he have sent a friend over to tell you his name and give you his number.  Your girls are encourage the misbehavior but you just don’t know what to do now since it is a reality and no longer just a fantasy.

You tell the friend, I am sorry but I am involved.  One of your girls speaks up for you, takes the number and tell the friend, she’ll be calling him.  You are stunned by the look and the package of this man but in your heart of hearts you know you have a significant other at home.  The night ends and your girl slips the number in your pocket and say good night.  When you get in you significant other shows interest in your night but not really paying much attention.  You however, never mention the stranger or the encounter at all.

Second encounter

You and your significant other is out and who do you see while trying to fire where there were once flames, the fantasy.  You get aroused and asked your significant other isn’t it a nice day to be a little naughty.  He says yes and then kisses you in public, thinking that is naughty to him.  You kisses him back with such passion and he is then turned on but at the same time a little embarrassed.  The whole time your eyes is focused on the prize at hand.  He pulls you back from his lips only to inform you that you haven’t kissed him like that in a while.  He wants to know what have come over you.  All you want to do right now is tear his clothes off and have sex with him but he’s not there.

The stranger sees and speaks to you.   You see him coming your way, afraid he will come and speak you avoid eye contact.  He walks right by you.  His scent captures your nose and it is the cologne that drives you crazy.  Your significant other smells it and knows that it makes you horny.  He quickly ask are you hungry because I am starved.  You tell him no, food isn’t want you are craving right now.  The look in your eyes tells him exactly what you need so you both head home.  The whole ride home you are panting, he drives faster.  The moment you all pull in the driveway you jump on him and go for it.  Not caring if the neighbors see or not.  You have to release and now.  He never saw you like that and  damn he is loving it.  Afterwards you stagger into the house, to clean up and eat.  He follows, but the idea of the stranger is still on your mind so you attack him again, taking what you need and nothing more.  Twice he says, wow I need to go back to that cologne.  You never reply, you just need to release again.

I am going to stop right here but I will be back Thursday for more encounters and how I survived the whole scenario, winning the battle, but losing the war.  

Sending you all love and kisses.  #GoddessLove

I Heard The Village Cry

Goddess Morning Royals.

First, Praise THE LORD for allowing the surgery to go as well as it did for my daughter yesterday and blessing my daughter will continuous life.  Thank him for the blessing the surgeon and keeping him and his mind, body and soul in great spirits.  Bless the staff at the hospital for taking such good care of her.  Thank you Lord, thank you!

Welcome to life and love this Saturday morning.  I’m going to start a small women’s group to assist with life in general.  We will deal with issues of our children, love, life and finances.  We will build on positivity and work on entrepreneurship.  We will start small hopefully and grow into a movement of women empowering other women.

I am calling it #TheVillageCry.  We have to do something because our children, and young fathers are leaving our families to fast and very frequently.  They are ending up dead or in jail, which to me is like been wounded and no one is there to care for them.  I am starting it in a few weeks so I am making plans now this day.  I’m making T-shirts and pamphlets as we speak.  I can no longer standby and watch the destruction of our youth, which is our future.  I am looking for a space to rent until I am able to purchase a permanent space.  This movement is of the Lords because he is the one that sent it to me.  Look for it coming soon.

THE MESSAGE

As I sat down on the steps of my home tired from my day, I could hear weeping.

It was mild but still I could hear it.

At times it would get so loud I could barely think.

I got up from my steps in search of its location

I thought it sounded like it was coming from the West of me.

So, I traveled West.  No, I didn’t find it, but it was strong in that direction I could swear.

Then I return to my home, and the weeping start to form from the East.

So, I traveled East.  No, I didn’t find it, but it was strong in that direction I could swear.

Then I returned to my home, and the weeping started to come from the South of me.

So, I traveled South. Still I didn’t find it, but it was strong in that direction I could swear.

Then I returned to my home, and the weeping started again but now North of me.

So, I traveled North. I did not find it, but it was strong in that direction this I swear by.

Then I returned to my home.  The weeping never stopped but got louder at times.

It sounded like a mother, then again it sounds like a father, either way I wanted to know who was crying.

Then a scream hit me like a ton of bricks almost knocking me to my feet it was harsh.

That’s when it became clear and the sound was now just a steady cry, Why Lord?! Why?!

I had no idea where it was coming from, so I felt to my knees and started to pray with the cry.

Dear Lord

Hear our cry for we are hurting and suffering and asking why.

We want the pain to stop but aren’t sure how but we need for it to stop and now.

We just want to live in peace and walk with joy, for happiness is our goal and love is the mission.

We want to watch our children grow and nourish into families as you have planned, but the Devil is diverting your plans.

Lord we are on our hands and knees asking for your mercy.

Spare your children from the pain and suffering.

Cover them in the blood and protect them from harm.

We have suffered enough and plea on the blood for redemption and mercy.

Stop the violence that plague our communities and the loss that haunt the mother’s and father’s soul.

Provide them with strength and guide them with love so they will have the knowledge they seek to help stop the young children from self-destruction.

Be the foundation for the village needs you and cry out for you in ways that makes the heart bleed.

See the blood shed for we know it is too much, whether it is rap, murder, shootings, stabbings, or vehicular.

Know we understand and is calling on you Lord for guidance, for we are no more.

In the holy name we pray AMEN.

When I rose, I was told to bring the people together and create a new Village and so I am.

Welcome to the Village.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Unappreciated or Disrespected

Unappreciated or Disrespected

Goddess Morning Royals

I have several conversations with several family members over the years and it always come back to the same shit.  When doing something for someone, in return they feel unappreciated or disrespected.  I too use to feel this way but I had to let that part of me go and for these reasons.

  1. Am I doing this for this person for clout?
  2. Am I doing this to get something out of it?
  3. Am I doing this to be respected by this person?
  4. Am I doing this for me?

Asking myself these questions lead me to these answers

  1. No, what clout has to do with anything.  If I am always the helper what clout am I building on to get back.
  2. No, because I am a good person and can do something without needing something in return.
  3. No, if they didn’t respect me before I did what I did they damn sure isn’t going to do so afterwards.
  4. No, what am I getting out of the deal if no respect is attached to it, nothing is going to come back in return and it’s not like I am getting recognition for it.

I do things for people because I am generally a good person, but I am also not stupid.  If I believe or see that you are going to dog me or continue to want from to just to use me.  I will say no to things you may very well need and not just want.

I say all this because I see people’s hearts get broken because they did something for someone they cared for, loved, or just felt bad for, but their was an alternative motive behind their assistance.

  1. If I do this for you, you are going to owe me one.
  2. If I do this then when you get this you give me that.
  3. If I do this for you go have to go out with me.
  4. If I do this you and I are dating.
  5. If I do this for you, you have to do something special for me.
  6. If I do this for you, I’m going to need it back immediately.

Now let evaluate the “if” factor.

  • If the could give one back to you they wouldn’t ask you for one? Correct!  If that was they case then they could have just held out to get that one themselves.
  • If they get something and you want it and they don’t give it to you?  Do you have a fit or just take what you believe to be rightfully your?
  • If they wanted to go out with you I don’t think you would have to do them a favor first.  They would have liked you enough to just go out with you but that isn’t the case now is it.
  • If they wanted to date you they would have shown interest in you and not the favor they are asking of you.  They would have just use all of them to get all of what you offer, but they didn’t just asked for a favor.
  • Now come on, if they wanted to do something special for you they would have but they didn’t, but just asked you to do something for them.
  • If they could pay you back immediately, they would just wait it out but obviously they can’t pay you back immediately.

When you alternative motive is to get something back and they didn’t express that they were giving you something but what you gave them then I think you are the one who is disrespectful.  Stop looking for something in return!  When God see you gave from the heart he will be the only one giving you something back and ten fold.  If you are going to be a blessing to someone just be that blessing to them and stop looking for things in return.  God is your blessing and he knows that all your promises is going to come with fault, but that doesn’t stop him from giving.  Does it! NO, he gives without really getting anything in return.  All he ask is that you stay true to him and yourself.  I don’t think that is much to ask of you.  So the next time you are ask or in divine favor of someone else, please don’t allow an alternative motive to be behind it because it may not end in your favor at all.  If you can be appreciative of what God gives you then allow other to be appreciative of what God is allow you to give to them.  That mean you are blessed enough to give and divine enough to receive greater for your blessing.

Don’t feel unappreciated because they aren’t able to give back what you were able to give to them.  Just know that God saw it and that your greater blessing or equal blessing is on the way.  Don’t feel disrespected when you feel unappreciated because you gave without wanting anything in return in the beginning.  It is only when you have an alternative motive behind it, is when you feel disrespected and unappreciated.  Learn from your blessings and move on.

Sending you all love and kisses.  #GoddessLove

Inspiration

Goddess Morning Royals

How can you inspire someone to be better than what they are?  You can and can’t at the same time.

To inspire someone to do something first you must know of their capabilities.  If you don’t know of their strength then you will only create a spiral of pain.  They will start to hate life more.  So when it comes down to inspiring someone or motivating to be better than what they really are, pay close attention to their likes as well as their words.  Most people will tell you what they can do well and where they have problems in their lives.  They will show you their strong points as well as their weak one.  Now it doesn’t make sense to dwell on the weak ones because that will only cause headaches and problems.  it is best to focus on the strong points first and slowly work on the weaker ones as you strength the strong ones.

If they know you are playing on the weak point they will give up all together.  So start smart and work your way up.

When the inspiration hits them hard enough some will come to you and tell you they need help on some of the weak ones but allow them to start with the ones they most want to work on first.  I don’t care if seem insignificant to you it may be the world to the person you are inspiring.  The main goal here is that you got them to work on themselves or a problem that they otherwise would have left alone.  Look at you inspiring someone to be great at what they do!

After you get them on their way watch how the movement goes from their.  It becomes contagious and they will inspire others to do the same. So Inspiration, become motivation, become stimulation and the movement is in play.  Population is growth and Inspiration is Life.  Let’s do it!

Inspiration means: the process of being mentally stimulated to do or feel something, especially to do something creative.  

    • the quality of being inspired, especially when evident in something.
    • a person or thing that inspires.
      synonyms: stimulus · stimulation · 

     

Sending you all love and kisses.  #GoddessLove