Manic Monday! See Me; See Me, Find Me!

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High. Saturday and Sunday post have finally been added, go and check them out. I apologize for the delay.

Have you ever gotten lost or found yourself lost? All you want is to be found. All you want is for someone to see you. All you want is someone to find you. No not hide and go seek but lost! I mean they see you but do they really see you. You don’t look lost to them but deep within yourself you are, lost. You can’t seem to get it right, together or understand life. You seem to do well, but it just doesn’t feel right. It feel inevitable but will never end, like it just keep starting over and over again. You just want answers but all you get is more questions. I get that!

The feeling of being lost is so real that you feel trapped when you are around people because they seem like they are clueless to what is going on around them. Like they all want to be found but no one is looking or them because they can’t see the real them. They only can see what facade they display, but you can see their pain, hurt, insecurities, and shame. You know because you are lost with them. You think that you have no shame, no hurt, no insecurities, but you definitely know of pain. You want to scream, SEE ME! SEE ME! SEE ME!, but you know no one will hear you. You know no one will see you. You just sit, wait and praise that someone will see you, to find you, and to help save you from you.

Find me, find me, find me, I am right here. I am here, please find me. I don’t want to be lost anymore. You can be right in the same house with someone, laying in the same bed, eating the same meal, but still they can’t see you nor find you. You want it to end but how? How can I end this feeling and find myself, because no else is looking? You want to be free, you want to be found, you want to be seen! Look in the mirror, see yourself for who you really are and who you can be. Don’t see yourself for who you think other will want to see or be around or noticed, really see yourself for you. You are the one that is lost so you must be the one to find yourself. You are the one that wants to be seen then finally see yourself, especially if you been seeing isn’t who you are.

Take time to look for you, look at you, love you, in order to see you, find you, and love who you are. People aren’t going to make you happy if you aren’t happy and pleased with yourself. SEE YOU! SEE YOU! SEE YOU! Because I do. FIND YOU! FIND YOU! FIND YOU! Because I found you. BE YOU! BE YOU! BE YOU! Because I see you!

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Freaky Friday – Single sex vs married sex

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

Ladies, is it better as a single woman or as a married woman? Of course this is for my ladies that are married now. Some of you single women can answer is it better with a single man or a married man? Either way who wins in the sack? Fellas same questions, is sex better being single or married? Is it better with a single woman or a married one? Who has more kink married or single? Who is more freaky single or married?

As for me the only difference was single is with whoever while married is with one person. My performance is the same so I guess married, because I get to try new things. If he’s down then add it to the list and if not delete it. My thing is to keep it interesting so neither one of us gets bored and want to explore. He brings new things to the table and at first ladies, I was like, “who you been sleeping with other than me?” Then I realize I do the same thing and haven’t been sleeping with no one. The highlight of his whole sexual experience is that no woman has ever allowed him to enter anally, because of his size. Me I’m that freak he needed because, “explore my body!” In my Aaliyah voice. Believe me he “Rocked the Boat.

So before you answer think about this when were you must satisfied and if never comes across your mind, then you haven’t met that person yet. Wait it’s coming and if it don’t then maybe you missed it, being that player, single or married. Can you honestly compare the two? If you haven’t figured it out yet it’s not about the other person, it’s about you! You have to know when your best performance took place. You have to know when you left the other person feeling like the world can end now and they would care because you sent them straight to the “Pearly Gates.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Confession Thursday! Are We Bad At Parenting Or Winging It?

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

We have allowed these children too much freedom of expression. They are now whipping parents asses, killing grandparents, murdering children, and all while being high. They know we’re not saying anything because we don’t want them upset. I know that’s shit is wrong, I could care less about them being upset. We are the parents and we need to be teaching, educating, and whipping asses and setting the boundaries.

What is going on? If you were raised correctly then you know what the rules are as well as what right and wrong. Why is it that parents now days try to be their children’s friend? Forget all that get your own damn friends your own damn age and raise you fucking children!

Here’s the thing girls are taught not to go off with men they don’t know but boys aren’t taught not to be the predators that wants to take girls off. If you are educating our daughters then we better be double educating our sons. We tell them not to me whores and not to give it up so early. Father’s get mad and want to grab the gun when they find it they are dating but no one does anything about these boys. We aren’t teaching them that no mean no. We aren’t teaching them that’s their hands belongs to themselves. We are teaching them how to wait. We aren’t teaching them safe sex. We are just hanging them condoms and telling them not to get the girls pregnant! We get happy when the son start dating when we should be getting upset as well. We should be grabbing the gun for his ass as well. Not to run off the gun but to let him know don’t be a sex offender, predator, creeper, pervert, or child molester. Where is their speech? Where is the concern that maybe you aren’t raising them correctly reason why they are out here doing more than society can handle?

As soon as they are dead, in prison or hurt then its free him or not him or he was a good boy. Maybe not! Maybe you just didn’t know your son as well as you thought. Remember we are the parents and we need to step up and be that even when they are grown because they are more confused then ever. Don’t just kick them out onto the world without guidance and tell them they can do it because if you weren’t that great of a teacher then they can’t do it. Yeah you did take care of the house, cook, clean, and keep a roof over their heads as well as for in their mouths but while you were doing it did you ever teach them? Or were you just hoping they were watching and learning on their own.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Wednesday – The Millennials

Goddess afternoon Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

The run in that people are experiencing with these “Millennials” is ridiculous. The reports are astounding and I only can ask who is raising them.

I believe that the parents of these Millennials are those who got the short end of the stick. By the time they were having babies real Mothers and Fathers were not available they were to busy working. They forgot about helping as grandparents and so the millennials are not being taught respect, given proper love nor are they being educated by the system correctly. Technology is their babysitters, corner stores is their kitchen, the streets it’s where they live and sleep comfortable, peers are they guides and the Higher Power isn’t a factor.

They are in desperate need of assistance because they are becoming victims of their own self hate. Predators are walking them into sex trafficking situations. Parents are losing them by the dozen and they are dying faster than they are being born. Where and who can they turn to if Mommy and Daddy isn’t around, they only place no one told them about, the street and everything it has to offer. Drugs, sex, unsupervised nights, lack of school, diseases and murder is all they know because it’s all they are shown. No one cares anymore.

Let’s pray that the children of today see tomorrow because they don’t believe in tomorrow. They believe and live for the right now, the moment, the last day is today. They don’t have to though we are adults should be teaching them better ways, showing them better days, and giving them hope for tomorrow.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Saturday – Sit Down With Lady K.

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

Respecting one’s individuality! I know it may sound cliche but believe me it isn’t. I have been in homes of all kinds of people and what I have realized is that most people believe that if they are raised that same then they must be the same. They believe that if they go to the same church then their beliefs are the same. They believe that even though they are all raised to be one religion that trying or believing in another religion is going against the family. They believe that born one nationality means that you are supposed to act a certain way and cannot love another who isn’t of your nationality. I hate to be the bare of bad news but it is 2020 and you can be whoever you want to be and love whoever makes you happy and loves you back. That is what is wrong with the world today, no one wants to believe that people are of their own mind, body and spirit That if they were raised or born of a certain status that is what they are supposed to be of. Well it isn’t working out in most of our favors.

Take for instance, I am a homebody, who believe in strong family bonds, values, morals, and love, while giving a person room to be who they want to be, respectively. My sisters on the other hand have different outlooks on who their children are supposed to be as well as how they treat their siblings. Remember that there is 25 of us, so how they expect for all us to be the same is a mystery to me. One of my sisters, thinks because she doesn’t socialize with her family that her children should either. Even though when they do get to come around they enjoy being around their family and have a great time. She removed herself from the family because she did unspeakable things. Why should her children be the result of her horrior? I don’t know but they are suffering at the hands of her mistake. She has it in her mind that everyone is against her for what she done to another sibling of ours. We had our take on it but then we let it go because it is in the past and we can’t do anything about it.

Then I have a sister that blames everyone for her misfortunate. She never looks in the mirror to see that she is the cause of what she doesn’t have or what she does. She refuse to believe that she dealt her own hand or that she can change it. It just feels better blaming others. She doesn’t make her children do more than she does because she doesn’t want to sound like a hypocrite. So she just goes on about her day blaming her lack of on others, instead of applying that energy to make things better for her and her family. She wants the youngest to be exactly like her and mad at the other for not being exactly like her.

Then there is another sister who believes in the individuality too much that she forgets sometimes that she even have children. She goes on about her day as if she has no worries in the world. She has to be given a reality check every now and then. She just do her and well that is the definition of individuality but not the definition of parenting. Remember we don’t want to be like us, we want better for them, but also we have to remember that we have them.

I have sister who have lost everything including her way but she doesn’t let that effect her day. She just goes on about her business as if she doesn’t have a care in the world. She lives as though nothing has happened and since she does well I do as well. Remember the process have to start with wanting help not just jumping the gun assuming that they want help. I make sure she is okay and leave it at that.

Then there’s my brother who I can say came a long way. He has really turned his life around in more ways than one. He only have himself, but cares about everyone to a point. If you show him that you don’t care about yourself then you are no longer a thought process for him. He writes you off like you have written yourself off. He will not show any concern if you refuse to care enough for yourself. I love that about him because he takes care of himself and stay in his own lane.

My youngest brother is a different story, he has issues. After our mother died he took it the worst, and while we as a family rallied around him for moral, and financial support, we had to realize that he is a con artist. He was playing us with the whole heartache thing. He just wanted our money and sympathy so we wouldn’t say anything about his abuse of drugs. He used my mother’s death as a coping mechanism to get high. Well we caught on to that fast and then allowed him to destroy his life if he wanted to and not to bring down ours. He is trying to get clean or so we think but it could just be another con.

My other brothers however is doing well I might add. Well as far as I can see they are doing well. I have one that has did a whole 180 in the art of growing up. He was a terrorist when he was a child. I mean he was bad as hell, now he is about his family and raising his daughter to be the best she can be. He is about promoting non-violence and help brothers get their life right. No he isn’t a preacher but he is a better individual than what he was as a child or a teenager. In his adult life he has made me proud.

I know that we are all of my parents and some have adopted their mentality but we all are individuals and all we can really say about being raised by them is that they tried and failed. I wish I could say that they did their best but I would be lying. I will say this though, what we learned is what not to do but some of us have test the theory anyway. Some have become my parents and well that isn’t working out in their favor just like it didn’t work for my parents. So they followed the process of being raised to be your parents and living it, or should I say struggling in it. While other have adopted their own individuality and living the life that is theirs.

Parents this is a message to you. If you know your life isn’t great or going the way you planned then don’t push it onto your children. Allow them to live their life but instill those morals and values needed to know the difference between right and wrong. If you yourself aren’t sure what they are please get them professional help now so that you won’t be responsible for your children’s downfall.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Freaky Friday – Ladies Take Charge!

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

Ladies we know we are sexual active and turned on by the sight of our man, well most of us anyway. He makes up aroused by the walk, his talk, his stance, and that cologne we love so much. When we get home from a hard day we know what you were and how we want it. But it doesn’t always go our way of course. We have children, some of us, and we know that we need to take care of business before we get down to business. We know the food needs to be cooked, homework needs to be reviewed or our assistance is needed. We know that today’s events need to be shared as well as a lot of don’t and do’s before we even get in the mood. Honestly, some of us are always in the mood but because we have to run other’s life first we ignore it but the urge does go away. They wonder why we have toys, it’s not because you can’t please us, it’s because you don’t help out around the house, or with the children and by time you are in the mood we can’t deal with anyone else so self pleasure becomes the ideal way of relieving ourselves of the stress.

No more! We want our asses smacked, our pelvis thrusted, our hair pulled slightly (because of us aren’t natural), toes curled, lips kisses, pussy ate and all while making us cum. We want sex when we needed it and love when it is demanded. We also expect for you to know the difference. Yeah, I know we are asking a lot but think about it, we give a lot and never ask for anything in return. Some of us never complain we just go about our day like nothings wrong, but without that release there is a lot wrong. We are confined and restricted to our wombs. We need them to feel loved just like our hearts. Yes, we need relief from the head to the toes. We stress a lot and the tension builds from the feet to the head and that when can’t take it anymore.

Ladies take charge, initiate sex. Make him understand we are in need of supply and demand his services. When was the last time you rode him ass to sleep? When was the last time you suck his dick until he came or he ate you until you beg for more? When was the last time he had to stop you mid-thrust because you back that ass up on him and he couldn’t take no more? When was the last time you had him cry your name while cuming because he could take it no longer? Ladies I think it is time we let them know what we have all the power. It is time for you to gain control of your sexuality and make him know that you call the shots in the bed as well as in the home. Yes, he’s the King but without you there is no Kingdom. Queens rule and Kings beg. There is a sex war going on and he will not win because you already had your victory party and all you have to do is get the battle started. Go ladies and make sex your bitch and your man a prisoner of war.

Victory is yours.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Confession Thursday – Revenge

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

To be vindictive to others just mean that you store hatred in your heart for something someone did to you or someone you love. In many ways revenge hurts you more than the person who you seek revenge on as well as for. I know sometimes we feel like we have to be their Noble warriors and safe the day, honestly that’s not true. Sometimes you have to sit back and watch mysteriously how the Lord works. It will amaze you and have you wondering if you done anything to make him mad or upset enough to bring this much vengeance upon you.

We don’t see it until it’s too late because we intervened where we should have prayed. The walk when we should have stayed still. The plot and preyed when we should have been educating and reaching. We get in the way and then ask, “Why God.” If only you could really hear because you were standing in the way and I didn’t want you to get hurt too. You would understand that every battle isn’t yours to fight and every war isn’t to be won. Sometimes you have to allow your heart to hurt and your mind to wonder in order for justice to take place.

Isn’t that what you do when you seek revenge, apply your justice where there was none? Of course we do, we know best or so we think, but aren’t really thinking at all. We think that if we take revenge for whomever or ourselves then we are fighting back. What happens when someone with the same mentality does the same thing? Continuous war, death, innocent lives lost, was that you plan? Is this what you really wanted? You must ask yourself will others seek their justice (revenge) after you implement yours.

Sure they are because they will be angry just like you are now, but that doesn’t matter at this time because all that matters is your pain. Do you know what caused their pain to start? Do you know what would have made them do what they did? How innocent is the person you seek revenge for? No one is worthy of hate or pain so think before you deliver what someone had already brought you.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove