A Cry In The Wind

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

It’s a great warm, but breezy day, as I walk along a path in the park. My head is cloudy even though there’s no clouds in sight. I came here to try to clear my thoughts so I can focus on my writing but it doesn’t seem to be helping. I take a seat on a bench to relax and enjoy the breeze but there’s a faint sound in the wind.

I ignore it because it could only be the wind and nothing more. Once again I try to relax. The fog in my head is starting to clear but there is goes again that sound, but it’s a little louder. I stand to take a look around me, but nothing. I listen harder to see in which direction is it coming but still nothing. Once again, it’s the wind whistling.

Feeling slightly better I began to walk again, the breeze is getting stronger but still warm. Against my back the breeze pushes, like it’s forcing me in a certain direction. I think to myself, maybe it wants me to find the whisper amongst it’s current. I walk just a little faster, but the breeze stop blowing. A calm is now amongst me, and I stop to take a deep breath. It’s silent for once and like I thought the sound was only the wind. Without the wind the temperature is the right warmth for me, but as I look around others are sweating out of control. They are wishing for the breeze and since I don’t mind either way, I guess I was too.

It came strong like mother nature was running for her life. Strong and forceful as if a storm was upon us. I just crossed my arms and enjoyed it but the noise was loud and it sounded like someone calling out for help. I spin in the direction the wind was coming from but it change before I could get my bearings. Before long the sound surrounded me like a warm blanket. I couldn’t pin point the cry because it kept changing. It called my name, it cried for help, it’s yelled for control, it begged for understanding, it pleaded for directions, it was reaching out to me but I couldn’t reach back. I stood spinning, trying to not allow it to consume me, but it was, and I was afraid the outcome.

I yelled, I can’t find you! I want to help just tell me where you are! Then nothing it got quiet again and the breeze was no more. I asked others around me did they hear the cry for help. Everyone I asked said no. I’m lost, how can this be? The cry was so loud and so real. How is it I’m the only one to hear it? Then I hear it again but now like at first, just a faint breeze. But I don’t go looking for it because I have no idea where it’s coming from. I sit and concentrate on it’s direction so I can help, but it just there. No direction, just there.

I start to pray and ask for the person to be helped and before you know it the sound is gone and a voice comes over me and said, “That’s all I’ve been waiting on, you to ask for help.” “I replied, “I’m not asking for me, I’m asking for the cry in the wind.” The voice says back, “I know that’s why I’m here, to help you. Your conscience spoke so loud to me, that I couldn’t ignore it any longer. So I’m here to offer my help where you have cried for it.” Then tears ran down my face and all I could do is say, “THANK YOU!” For He heard my silent cry in the wind.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Parenting

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

I’m no expert on the situation but I do have something to say to these parents who are being their child or children friend instead of parenting. The way you raise your child is up to you and for you to decide but if there is no moral and values being instilled then why are you wasting your time and theirs as well. Society has rules and most of you are not teaching your children respect, person space, morals, nor values of life. Instead you are allowing the social media, television, streets, and other children to raise your children. You all think it is cute allowing your child freedom to do them but without proper guidance they have no idea what freedom means. As we can see to them it means they can kill, rape, molest, torture, and bully other children. The worst part is some parents are now facing this problem in their own home because they have lost control of their own lives, homes, and children. Then we have all these young children having children but without anyone ever raising them. I mean what in the hell have this world come to?

Where is the parents who believe in their children future and is willing to go the distance to fight the good fight for their children? Parent them and make them understand the value of life and give them morals to stand on. Where is the parents who still believe that run their own household and will not allow their very children they brought into this world to run over top of them just to keep them from being a part of the system. Well I mean if you aren’t raising them they will be a part of the system of some sort. Whether it is the foster care system or the prison system either way you have no control over them at that point either way. I mean you need to buckle down and parent no matter how bad that may seem to you or hard it may seem to be. These kids are crying for parents by acting the hell out and we are ignoring them by rewarding them with things that make them even more disrespectful, disloyal, angry, and fueled to misbehave and show you up.

I saw yesterday, a girl had to be about 14 years old yell at her mother and call her by her first name. She then started to curse her mother like she was just a bitch in the street. She then told her to give her the keys to the car so she can sit there until she finish shopping. Then called I think was her father and curse him for being with the mother or ever having sex with her in the beginning. I could only imagine me doing some shit like that to either one of my parents at the age of 14. My father’s foot would still be planted in my ass if I ever thought about cursing him or my mother and living under their roof. I know I would have taken up permanent residence at the nearest hospital until I turned 18. My parents did what they did but at the same time they raised me and no we weren’t friends. They were my parents and I will always be their child. May they both rest in peace but I don’t think I would have done any of the things that these children are doing these days.

I’m glad that all my children are well mannered and respectful to not only me but their elders and the people they come in contact with that doesn’t make them want to run and hide. I can see them not speaking to those who they sense are just plain evil but my children will never disrespect anyone just because life allows them to do so. I can’t take a disrespectful child and I definitely know I cannot converse with the parent if they aren’t sure their role in their own life.

WE REALLY NEED TO GET IT TOGETHER BEFORE YOUR FUTURE IS LESS THAN WHAT YOU HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO ACCOMPLISHED. WE WILL NOT HAVE A FUTURE IF WE ALLOW THE BAD SEEDS TO BRING DOWN THE GOOD ONE OR JUST BRING DOWN THE POPULATION WITH ALL THE VIOLENCE, HATRED, KILLING AND SO FORTH. PLEASE GET YOUR CHILDREN BEFORE THE SYSTEM HAVE TO OR SOMEONE SEND THEM TO SEE THE MAKER.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Time Alone

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

There are moments in time when your life seems to be spiraling out of control or maybe in a place unfamiliar to you. A time when you are out of touch with reality and not sure how to separate fiction from facts, lies from the truth, right from wrong and so on and so forth. You know yourself and this doesn’t seem to be the norm or what you would do. This isn’t of your character, and if no one else can see it, you can. Your behavior is that of a savage, your mindset is of suicide, and your motivation is that of a murderer. Hate had fueled you with anger and destruction. You aren’t quite sure who you are nor what you’ve come to be, but deep down inside you know this isn’t you.

Step back and look within yourself to find that person you know you are. Don’t feed into the “this is exactly who you always were it just had to come out of you” bullshit. Take time alone and fight your demons. Close your ears and open your heart, feel your way back to life and love. Close your eyes and recall your memories of happier times of joy and passion. Remember how it made you feel. Allow that feeling to take control of your soul once again before you do something that you will regret, can’t take back, can’t stop yourself from doing that may cause you or someone else hurt and pain. Breathe in life and exhale death. Embrace love and shun hate. Kiss joy and refuse destruction. Hold hands with passion, compassion, empathy and sympathy. Leaving behind misery, pain, agony, devastation and horror. Goodbye darkness, and evil; for I have found the light. A path in which I got off and now have returned to for me and not for others, to redeem my soul and my destiny.

This was me! I had to regroup and get back on track. I had to come to terms with myself before I got in that place I knew I couldn’t come back from. Sometimes it takes a while but this time it took longer. I was in such a terrible state of mind and action. I lost focus of me. Never mind the love ones around me, I lost me. I had to find me because I had no idea who I was and where I was going. I sat in darkest room with silence until I was sure it was me who would emerge. I needed this for me in order to be me once again.

I speak from experience, #Depression is real and shouldn’t be taken lightly. Find what makes you whole and hold onto that when you are falling apart. I had to hold onto me because I know that I am a great mother, friend, wife, daughter, sister, and most of all great person all the way around. I have moments when all the evil in life comes to the surface and all I want is to destroy anyone and everything in my path. Then a little part of me, a little voice says, “This isn’t you! Find yourself and make you whole again.” That’s when I withdrawal from society and find myself, so I can be whole for my love ones and family, but mostly for myself.

I love me and wouldn’t have it any other way. I tell you all this because I know there is someone who is going through it right now and need to know they aren’t alone. Even though it feels like they are, they aren’t. Just take sometime and find yourself and if you need some help reach out, I’m always here to help. I know the feeling all to well. We all have some things we must fight through but if you can’t do it by yourself then reach out and ask for help. The right people are out here and are will to help. All you have to do is be willing to receive. It’s hard I know but don’t allow the darkness to win, fight back!

Sending you all kisses and love. #GoddessLove.

Improvement

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

I always had a dream to become a household name. People told me that I was just doing exactly that, dreaming. I didn’t allow them the satisfaction of seeing me cry so I just punched and walked away. Yes, I had a little of a short temper back then. Can’t say right now that it has greatly improved but it has improved. I have come a long way from that dream to knowing that what I want I can have. I can say my success even though small to others is great to me.

I am a published author. I have an Associates in Healthcare Administration. I have two Bachelors; one in Forensic Science and the other in Accounting/Finance. I have a Masters in Psychology and as soon as my money is better I will continue my PH.D in Neuroscience. In the meantime, I continue with my writing to release two new books this year. One being a children’s book and the other being a mystery sy-fy. Either way I am still moving towards my goal. Maybe not as fast as I thought I could but I am doing it. I have started my own clothing line as well as continue on with my diner, small but thriving. I counsel financially and emotionally, those who need me to do so. I sell jewelry for magnolia and vine at magnoliaandvine.com/GODDESS. I sell shoes and purses. I have my hand in a lot of things. I also a have semi-happy Blog @missk22

My whole point is that my goal haven’t changed just my road to getting there has. I will always look for new things to get involved in and that show growth. After all that is what the mission is to improve, to show growth and to let my children know don’t allow anyone to steer your from your dream.
I make my personal investments to keep my head above water and haven’t drowned just yet. I owe it all to the ALL HIGH, because he sees the potential and promise within me.

Sending you all kisses and love. #GoddessLove