The United States Homicide for 2019

www.cdc.gov/nchs/pressroom/sosmap/homicide_mortality/homicide.htm

It’s a travesty that people just cannot get along in the same breath. The humanity is lost and the inhumanity is insane. There is no love left!! EVERYONE IS SELFISH AND LOOKING TO GET SOMETHING OUT OF THE NEED TO HELP! The ALL HIGH is not sure of the people. 

https://ucr.fbi.gov/crime-in-the-u.s/2019/crime-in-the-u.s.-2019/topic-pages/tables/table-6

Before you start to bad mouth Baltimore on what you have been hearing check your state to ensure you can. I know there’s some things we here needs to fix to make right but that’s all across this country. “THE LAND OF THE FREE!” What a joke?

Everywhere have problems but I believe there is a way for healing and recovery for this country! Let’s find it together so we can live comfortable with one another.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Unfair Act and terrorism on Trinidad 🇹🇹 Sea

www.instagram.com/tv/CSbwwLqDCFc/

Where are the help for the massive oil spill in the Trinidad sea? They are in desperate need of help and support. Share this video so they can receive the necessary help and begin recovery.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Sexually Active Women and Their Prey 🤔

Goddess afternoon Royals 👏. First give praise and worship to the all High.

Does the female sex drive deplete after 40 or does it increase?

Wondering

Well for this woman it has increased, but I’m quickly learning not for all women. I am 48 years of age and I can honestly admit that I want to more now than I did as a younger woman. My drive is hungry and the feed is slim to none. Does that frustrate me? A little so I concentrate on other things to prevent from wanting it so much. Let me tell you it doesn’t always work. Some days I want it all day and others just enough to get me through the day, but everyday is a must.

Now do I get it like that? No trust if I didn’t I would enjoy every moment of it but unfortunately for me I cannot bring myself to unfamiliar partners. So, I suffer in silence while anger creeps up in my space, forcing it’s way out into hurtful words.

I do self please but it only do so far. Ladies I know I’m not the only one here that goes through this. I know some will not admit to it but it is part of life and the part I chose to talk about today. It is a necessity to release built up and piled on sexual tension. Such actions are frowned upon but it happens everyday by someone to keep from going out of their mind. I know I’m that person as well.

See I am in touch ( no pun intended) with all my lady part and I’m not afraid of showing myself a night of relaxation and self worth to keep my sanity. A free release equals a clear mind. You think better when your hormones aren’t raging against your thought process.

No it’s not perverted it’s just preventive measure to keep yourself from perversion. Perverts don’t care with who, where, how, nor with what; but people with a conscious of their surroundings, family, morals and values care about all that abs then some. Even though they need to release doesn’t mean anyone and everyone is privileged to their body, mind and enlightenment. It is a blessing and a privilege to know someone who wants to give you their all for a set timeframe.

It’s a battle everyone wants to win and lose at the same time. So before you start to judge this post, remember this someone has a sexual desire once in order to conceive you so don’t dislike the idea just let it flow and maybe it won’t be the only thing flowing.

So woman want what she wants and you is who she have chose to give it to her, understand it’s a privilege to be chosen to do so. Congratulations you are going to get your world rocked!

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Destroying Your Community

Goddess morning Royals 😘. First give praise and worship to the all High.

It amazes me how people will destroy their own communities but have the audacity to go and fix someone’s community up! What the fuck are you thinking?

Real talk it’s like when people stick their noses in other people’s business when their shit isn’t right either. GTFOH!

Example: I hear people crying and whispering about drug boys in their communities all the time. They only come because you aren’t treating the neighborhood right anyway. If you care about your neighborhood, I mean really care about it there is no way they are moving in. Think about it. If they see you all keep it clean, no abandon houses, cars, or trash cans; the boys will not want to come into that neighborhood because they know you all aren’t going to play that. But if it’s dirty, loud, ran down homes aren’t being properly taken care of, then they will move right in and make it worst. They know the community doesn’t care because of the look of it. Especially, if the neighbors are always arguing and not pulled together, then that is the community they want to be in and run.

You make it easy for them to come in and hard for them to leave. Then you want the police to do something about it but what? You all didn’t do or haven’t done anything about it. You all are selfish and only think of self so they pick and choose who to respect in the community but that’s not how it works. It’s all or nothing either way the community as a whole falls victim.

As soon a the real violence happens then the lives loss, the deterioration happens and property value goes down and what you thought you had is no more. Next thing you know the bulldozers are on the way and what use to be a beautiful community is now a vacant lot; home for dead bodies and more junkies. there is no village without a stand and no community without people.

If they see you all working together then they will pull away because they know you aren’t going to allow the junkies in and they will have no business to run there. No junkies no drugs. It will dry up and they will move on.

A strong community is a village together.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddesLove

People are People

Goddess morning Royals 🌞. First give praise and worship to the all High.

I’m learning life most valuable lesson. “No matter what you do for people they will never appreciate it for it’s worth.” If they cannot appreciate the gesture there is no way they can appreciate the person. #Facts!!!

When they need the favor you are the world to them. You are Gods gift to mankind, you are the water to their thirst; but when the deed or favor is done, you are nothing! You disappear into the background like you never existed. Now we all know you didn’t do it for clout or recognition but out of love.

Then something happens and you are in need of a favor or deed but there is no one to call on or turn to. You feel alone, abandoned, shut out, cut off from the rest of the world; but you know that can’t be right. You know you have friends, family, associates that you have done plenty for so why can’t you get any help?

They aren’t your friends, family or associates; they are leeches. Parasites that crawl into your world when they need to feed or shall I say beg for what you have; what you can do for them; what you will do for them and then like magic they are gone. They leave like they were never there.

They turn their backs on you like you are the plague; like you are a disease they don’t want to catch. The best part is when they say, “You should have called me, I would have, could have…” What they fail to realize or maybe neglect is that you have evidence that you did reach out. Here comes the excuse, “Oh that day I was busy. I meant to call you or text you back but I forgot.” Right, that shit right there; only because right now in your presence they need you for something but aren’t sure of your mindset so they play along and butter you until you are just about greasy enough they can slide their #Bullshit into your lap.

“Look I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you, but I promise the next time I’m so there, all you have to do is reach out.” Then they hit you with their problem and sadly say “if you can it would mean a lot to me. I’ll never forget what you have done for me and my family. You are our savior and I mean that. If it wasn’t for you, I don’t know where we would be without you. But only if you can; if you can’t I’ll understand.” You have been buttered, marinated, and cooked by the time you are ready to go or be alone.

Being the big hearted person you are and not learned your lessons, you leaned a hand again only to realize you’re not really being appreciated. You will never be able to get the support you give in return. It’s just like the #Love you give will never be the love you get in return. What are you supposed to do? Choose what and who you do favors and deeds for because even family turns a blind eye when you are in need. Friends aren’t always friends. You may be their friend but they might not be yours. Yeah you all have been through somethings but think back and see if it was always you rescuing them and never the other way around. Then see where your friendship really stands. You have to stop being the escape goat for everyone.

Stop being their everything while they are their nothing!

By Kenya Denise Spann

Then you will know of happiness and self awareness. You will find people you can rely on in your time of need the same way they can rely on you. Don’t get so bitter in your quest for better friends that you become the people you are leaving behind. That isn’t the mission at all. The mission is to find people of your caliber who can do like you do and who is willing to be there even if you don’t ask.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Is Love Worth It or Are You Worthy Of It

Goddess morning Royals. First give praise and worship to the all High.

Love shouldn’t have to be an apology nor an excuse just an emotion to live with and carry to the end of your time. I heard that love runs it’s course but I don’t think so. I believe people use it that as an excuse to have sex with someone else, not even new. When the sex dries up; because the heart was never in it, then they want that old thing back. It wasn’t yours to begin with. The other person just invested their time in you and like the stock market and you crashed and burned. Trying to purchase all the good stock you could without looking into the company. The one stock you choose to sell,rose and increased in value, but there were no more stock from this company to purchase, now you dried out, poor, broke and lonely. Hoping, wishing, needing, and waiting for an opening.

I think you and that person will always have something special reason you all can’t really let one another go, but in the process others will get hurt behind your uncertainty. It’s either you all love and together or you all love others apart. But this dance is killing the both of you faster than you all want it to, only to be miserable without one another. You need to figure it out before it’s too late.

Somewhere, somehow, someone has to be the bigger person and know better than what the two of you are doing. Stress and love should not dance together for the simple fact one with over power the other. You hope for love but it won’t be it will definitely be stress! We all know stress didn’t come alone, it brings depression, unhappiness, fear, anxiety, false hope, false promises, lies, and uncertainty with it. So when love dances with stress and it dances with death. Is it worth it? Are you worthy of it? Death 💀!

Love shouldn’t have to be a complicated situation but a relief from loneliness, stress, headaches, heartache, suffering, and uncertainty, but hope for happiness, joy, healthiness, reliability, pleasantries, enjoyment, togetherness and blissful life. If applied to the right person it could mean everything beautiful life but with the wrong person it could mean exactly the opposite, death.

True love is worth your everything good but lust is worthy of your death!

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Healing Element Event By TwinSoul Goddess

www.eventbrite.com/e/charming-charliz-tea-party-a-wellness-and-wholeness-event-tickets-150776437383

Be there and heal with the Goddess.

Sending you all love and kiss. #GoddessLove

The CDC and ACIP Meeting on COVID 19 Vaccination Deaths and Rare Blood Clots

See more on Citizen: https://go.citizen.com/HzlBeHXvsfb

https://www.cdc.gov/media/releases/2021/s0413-JJ-vaccine.html

Sending you all love and kisses #GoddessLove

This Is The Powerful Sermon

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Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

I usually don’t promote church but this sermon is the deliverance to the family. Pay attention and know your weight class ( your worth).

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

We’re Not Angry…We’re Less Tolerant of Bullshit

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

Women of color or black women if you prefer aren’t anger, we’re just less tolerant of the bull shit that people try to put us through!

https://www.insider.com/meghan-markles-bullying-accusations-are-rooted-in-a-racist-stereotype-2021-3

If you’re not going to play games with the people in our lives at home, friends nor family; then why in the world would we play or take crap from the people at the workplace? Somewhere along the line this has to make sense or this makes the accuser sound bitter and angry. Our ancestors had to tolerate a lot from their oppressors but we do not and we will not. We have evolve pass being treated like a dog just because of the color of our skin.

Women period have to clean, cook, raise the children, keep the family together, hold their tongue to the husbands, keep the peace in the family, bite their tongue to the boss and play nice with their co-workers all while continuing to be a lady if you will. Damn then the expectations come into play, keep your hair done, groom yourself very well, have good pussy or else no one wants you, keep your body fit, keep up your appearances and teach the children manner while maintaining your manners.

Yes we have to birth the next generation and raise them with great health, happiness, expectations… Educate them, learning them the family history. Making sure they get great grade while showing them how a woman supposed to be as well as how they should be treated or treat them. Yes we’re raising the sons as well. Their is no break in our motherhood, teenage years nor our childhood. We are strong that’s a fact but we’re not angry just less tolerant of people mess who doesn’t have anything to do with our existence.

Anger? No just fed up with how we are evaluated, perceived, supposed to behave, loved, played, talked to, sexed, treated and most of all paid. So if that’s what makes us angry then I guess you hit the nail on the head. Question is what are you will to do about it so we don’t appear angry.

Are you willing to share the stress, blame, responsibilities, etc., or will we continue to be everyone’s everything while man role is nothing?

Someone asked me question one time, “What do men really need women for besides birthing a child for them?” I told him to make him a complete man. Because having a child doesn’t make you a man. Having a job doesn’t make you a man. Having a car doesn’t make you a man. Having a home didn’t make you a man. Have a wo-man makes you a complete man with all your shit (ducks) in order. You just better be lucky if she sees fit to give you a child you undeserving prick! That mentality is why men think it is okay to kill, mistreat, violate, disrespect or disregard women but the whole time we stand by them protecting them from harm, praying for their souls, carrying their weight, believing in their dreams, holding their hands, cleaning up after their mess, covering their lies, give them alibis all while carrying their seed. You tell me who really needs who? We are the completion to their evolution! Without us they could never be whole and the oppressors figured that out long time ago, to bad they haven’t!

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Educating Our Children About Our Past!

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

I understand that educating, conversing, digging into history can be hard, especially if you are still forced to suffer through racism today. #Slavery is a subject that parent of color needs to be teaching their children at home everyday. Not just what the curriculum in school says but what the ancestors have told them in stories they heard all their lives

I understand it is a #hard subject to grasp, tackle, bring up but it has to be done. It has to be addressed to show the connection between slavery (being enslaved) and racism. We can’t keep leaving our children to figure this shit out on their own or just addressing one issue without the other. I read an article in the news, how teachers all across America is teaching your children about slavery, history, and racism. My suggestion to you if you don’t want your children socially, mentally, emotionally, and psychologically scarred for the rest of their life, take the lead on educating your children about the importance and truth of their history. Don’t leave it up to teachers to address the matter because in this article what I’ve read will do exactly that leave our children scared like our ancestors.

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/education/2021/03/02/heres-why-racist-school-assignments-slavery-persist-u-s/4389945001/

Knowing who you are and where you came from is important but mostly knowing what you will and will not tolerate is more important. Don’t send your child to a school thinking they are getting the best education and all they really getting is first hand racism, enslavement, disappointment and a hard lesson in failure. See they have money for you to sue them but that doesn’t stop the problem nor take away the damage that has been done nor bring any one back from the grave.

Stop trying to keep up when you should already be ahead. The problem is never going to go away so make your children aware of their past, present and future so they can do the same for the next generations to come. Empower them with the truth, knowledge and tools to make them better than what we expect this world to do.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

The Pursuit of Wealth

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

What does twenty-twenty-one have to offer? Some are looking for #love, the meaning of #life, the means to an #end, a fresh start to a beginning, but for most the pursuit of #wealth. In retrospect they all go hand and hand. Whether you love #money pass people or life itself, and in the end you will learn it (money) is an materialistic object that in a blink of an eye can be gone.

Understanding what you want and what you need to live #comfortably is key. Life isn’t as #complicated as we make it or as #superficial as it seems. It’s deep but with a understanding that who you are is just that, who you are! Don’t make it hard trying to be someone others will like, but the person you hate! Live in your truth will make you the best person you can be and you’ll love your person when no one else can!

We all search for #why only to keep going into the unknown or the mistrust of what is real and what is #fiction. Only to feel closed in and misguided but unfulfilled, dying for more… stop! You will spin the best years of your life searching for something, someone that’s been in your presence the whole time. Is there really a means to an end? If so, where does it end… death? Enjoy what you know and know what you’ve learned to share with others and allow them to seek out their understanding. Your time is now!

This is the years in which you #cherish what you have. Making a new of the old that kept you hindered for so long as well as closed off from living. It’s time you #look beyond what you #see and allow yourself to feel. Life is chances take some without per cautionary measures and live! Before your next chapter can begin you have to turn the page to end this one. It’s not written until you write it. Start it now!

Well you have changed so much and you are ready for financial growth. Why not you deserve it? You have loved, figured out what you want in this lifetime, ended the worst chapter of your life, made strives to a new beginning, so why shouldn’t wealth be a part of this new journey? With all you have been through, #claim it in the name of the all High. There’s nothing stopping you from achieving this goal especially since you are growing mentally, physically, spiritually, socially, emotionally, why not financially. It can only happen if you write it in your chapter. Pursue your goals and live your life to the fullest! Enjoy!!!!

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Mental Health?

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

Mental health is an issue that is serious but is being treated like a plague. It’s not something you catch but something people suffer through. Many people are afraid of being called crazy, losing their families, scared of what others will think of them, or that they will lose their jobs for seeking professional help for a problem that needs to be addressed.

It’s not the seeking help that makes you crazy it’s the lack there of that does it. When you refuse to get treatment or at least talk to a professional, is when the problems occur. After a while those problems, fears, anxiety, depressions, emotions, behaviors, etc., catches up to you in the worst way possible.

By the time you seek to address the matter most times it’s too late. Especially if you have already falling into the shallow end of the disaster pool. Rock bottom mentally is no place to be! I have seen the suicides, homicides, torture, manslaughter, near death experiences all because someone was afraid to seek help. It’s doesn’t have to end in disaster if you don’t want it to. It can begin in happiness and live on in joy.

I say this because I realized my brother wanted death because he was mental unstable, depressed, emotionally tired, psychologically drained. He couldn’t take it any longer and he made attempts to rehab for the drug use but never for the mental health problems. He never tried to get to the source of wanting death more than live, so when the opportunity presented itself he chose death over life. Leaving behind a grieving family with many unanswered questions but with love for him and pain for his absence.

We will never know of his suffering but we too are now suffering the loss. I choose to seek help and have to keep death from living in my mind more than life. I have suffered long enough with this problem (disease) and now I must face it head on. (1) It’s can’t have my life, (2) it’s have no home here, (3) I chose happiness and the freedom to be happy, (4) I can’t do this alone.

Get help before it’s too late!

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

By Force

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

Most of us, if not all, live by our telecommunication devices. Our computers hold our life, work, and private information, while our cellphones tells who we converse with on a daily basis. Both are most likely connected to our social media outlets, where we share the rest of our lives with the world 🌎 or those closest to us, family, friends, associates, and others. People we want you know as well as people who wants to know us. Connecting to others for friendship, relationship, business or a straight hookup.

But the same people (companies) that provide this line of communication is now indirectly threatening that way of conversing. That connection to the world is being tampered with because social distancing, due to COVID has already taken what real life looks like from us. How you ask?

Your phone’s LTE, and your home’s WiFi seems to be lagging all of a sudden, correct. You call they say they are sending out a technician and it works until the tech leaves or your phone operates until you get to walking or driving then it’s back to poor connections or lost LTE, right. Now you know how! They are going to force anyone who isn’t on the 5g network to get it even if they aren’t sure they need it nor want it.

We know that this 5g is faster than anything we’ve ever experienced before but who needs that much speed. Here they have a limit on how fast you can drive but not on how fast someone can track your location. They have a line 4 blocks long to get service for your phone but not how fast you can download anything to it. They can’t stop the virus or the hacker from getting into your computer but how fast your internet works is way more important than the security need to protect you. Sure they may find the hacker faster than before but once the information is out there no telling how fast it was sold or where or who have it to do what they want with it. So is the 5g really in our favor or is it more harmful than helpful?

This post isn’t about getting it it’s about forcing you to get it. It’s about destroying your life at the speed of light. It’s about your health and welfare. It’s about your safety and privacy. As soon as you turn your phone on Google already tracks your words. As you talk and then go look it up on Google, its there. “It’s so smart it knows what I want before I know what I want!” Don’t be that dumb! Know it knows because #BigBrother” is always listening, always watching. So why is crime so high? Big brother allowed it for profit! Can’t run a jail if there’s no criminals!

So by force; not any means necessary, but force they will make you get the 5g network that only comes with the latest phones. Are we not in a pandemic (plandemic) right now so why spend money on things that isn’t necessary right now? Unless you rolling in it but for the most of all we aren’t! We are making it by the necessities and nothing more. Most of us who are afraid to lose a healthy love one to this “#virus” isn’t making plans past tomorrow. Playing it safe and maintaining a healthy lifestyle right now is the goal. Living carefree is how so many is failing and falling victim to the streets, pandemic, home invasions, sickness, depression, poverty, violence, anxiety, etc. No one wants to believe it’s real but they aren’t sure what really going on either.

We are being forced into #NewWorldOrder which is turning it to be #OldWorldDictation. Watch your movements because if you’re aren’t they are! Speak differently, walk and think strategically. If you have a routine which up every now and again to throw them off track. Because believe you me, they are tracking. To give them even more hell put down your phone every once in as while. That will show them. Pick up a book or play a board game because if not they do know your every move.

Live well and puzzling to those who think they have your routine down to the science!

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Preparing for the Fire

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

Trump what can I say, but farewell. He came, he shook things up, fucked some shit up, opened some eyes, changed the game for sure, exposed a lot of people. Thank you for four years of ups and downs, ins and outs, but most all for being who the fuck you are without caring about anyone or anything. Now we have Biden to deal with and I can say we jumped out of the frying pan straight into the fire. Don’t get me wrong I’m glad 45 is gone but definitely know we didn’t update at all. This country went through hell and now we are going to burn for it.

I said either way my people was in trouble and I still stand by what I said. We went from a racist with no cut cards to a #Pedophile. We were so ready to get from under one dictator to get under another. Everything on the surface that looks good isn’t good beneath. We are about to learn the hard way that all politicians can be bought and some are monsters lying in wait to give you over to the devil himself.

Now the preparation for NEW WORLD ORDER will be shown. The US is in too damn deep to dig our way out now. There’s a power struggle going on and we are caught in the middle. PRAYING FOR US ALL. The world will never have peace again! Once the US fail the world will fall.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

2021

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

If your 2021 is going anything like your 2020, and 2020 wasn’t a good year; change your actions, directions, attitude, movements, friends, company, etc.

Even though we are in quarantine from hugging, holding, social gatherings, extended families, work, and events doesn’t mean life is over. I know it’s depressing and sometimes unbearable but remember this, you are being missed, you are loved, and you are wanted. If they haven’t reached out to you, then you reach out to them. They maybe feeling the same way you are but not sure of what to do. #Skype #Messenger #FaceTime #InstaChat #VideoCall #SnapChat or just a simple phone call will do but reach out.

You’re not in this alone! The world 🌍 is facing the same problems but we can’t lose hope, faith, touch nor love or we lose life! This isn’t our first pandemic as a world and it won’t be our last! This might be the first one you had to face but remember this there is people who need you so don’t give up or in to the fear, uncertainty or depression, call out for help! We’re here to call 📱 all you have to do is say you want to talk and there is someone that needs to hear from you.

We’re facing a lot of diversities in these difficult times but as a whole and with a good mindset we will bounce back world 🌎. Hold onto your hopes, dreams, faith, love, happiness and life because we will have someone to share it with again.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Allow Prosperity To Reign

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

With all that is going on in this world 🌎, today allow prosperity to reign over your existence. Allow financial blessings to fall upon your debts. Allow love to fulfill your broken heart 💔. Allow joy to overcome your sadness. Allow peace to move in where there is discomfort. Allow light to be the beacon lead the way from all the darkness. Allow happiness where there is emptiness. Allow the sparkle that was once in your eyes to twinkle again. Allow air into your lungs where there is shortness.

Be remarkable because you are and loved because you can give it. But most of all be healthy and live your life for you.

Sending you all love and kisses. Because the world needs it #ShareLove #SpreadJoy #GoddessLove