A Cry In The Wind

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

It’s a great warm, but breezy day, as I walk along a path in the park. My head is cloudy even though there’s no clouds in sight. I came here to try to clear my thoughts so I can focus on my writing but it doesn’t seem to be helping. I take a seat on a bench to relax and enjoy the breeze but there’s a faint sound in the wind.

I ignore it because it could only be the wind and nothing more. Once again I try to relax. The fog in my head is starting to clear but there is goes again that sound, but it’s a little louder. I stand to take a look around me, but nothing. I listen harder to see in which direction is it coming but still nothing. Once again, it’s the wind whistling.

Feeling slightly better I began to walk again, the breeze is getting stronger but still warm. Against my back the breeze pushes, like it’s forcing me in a certain direction. I think to myself, maybe it wants me to find the whisper amongst it’s current. I walk just a little faster, but the breeze stop blowing. A calm is now amongst me, and I stop to take a deep breath. It’s silent for once and like I thought the sound was only the wind. Without the wind the temperature is the right warmth for me, but as I look around others are sweating out of control. They are wishing for the breeze and since I don’t mind either way, I guess I was too.

It came strong like mother nature was running for her life. Strong and forceful as if a storm was upon us. I just crossed my arms and enjoyed it but the noise was loud and it sounded like someone calling out for help. I spin in the direction the wind was coming from but it change before I could get my bearings. Before long the sound surrounded me like a warm blanket. I couldn’t pin point the cry because it kept changing. It called my name, it cried for help, it’s yelled for control, it begged for understanding, it pleaded for directions, it was reaching out to me but I couldn’t reach back. I stood spinning, trying to not allow it to consume me, but it was, and I was afraid the outcome.

I yelled, I can’t find you! I want to help just tell me where you are! Then nothing it got quiet again and the breeze was no more. I asked others around me did they hear the cry for help. Everyone I asked said no. I’m lost, how can this be? The cry was so loud and so real. How is it I’m the only one to hear it? Then I hear it again but now like at first, just a faint breeze. But I don’t go looking for it because I have no idea where it’s coming from. I sit and concentrate on it’s direction so I can help, but it just there. No direction, just there.

I start to pray and ask for the person to be helped and before you know it the sound is gone and a voice comes over me and said, “That’s all I’ve been waiting on, you to ask for help.” “I replied, “I’m not asking for me, I’m asking for the cry in the wind.” The voice says back, “I know that’s why I’m here, to help you. Your conscience spoke so loud to me, that I couldn’t ignore it any longer. So I’m here to offer my help where you have cried for it.” Then tears ran down my face and all I could do is say, “THANK YOU!” For He heard my silent cry in the wind.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Improvement

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

I always had a dream to become a household name. People told me that I was just doing exactly that, dreaming. I didn’t allow them the satisfaction of seeing me cry so I just punched and walked away. Yes, I had a little of a short temper back then. Can’t say right now that it has greatly improved but it has improved. I have come a long way from that dream to knowing that what I want I can have. I can say my success even though small to others is great to me.

I am a published author. I have an Associates in Healthcare Administration. I have two Bachelors; one in Forensic Science and the other in Accounting/Finance. I have a Masters in Psychology and as soon as my money is better I will continue my PH.D in Neuroscience. In the meantime, I continue with my writing to release two new books this year. One being a children’s book and the other being a mystery sy-fy. Either way I am still moving towards my goal. Maybe not as fast as I thought I could but I am doing it. I have started my own clothing line as well as continue on with my diner, small but thriving. I counsel financially and emotionally, those who need me to do so. I sell jewelry for magnolia and vine at magnoliaandvine.com/GODDESS. I sell shoes and purses. I have my hand in a lot of things. I also a have semi-happy Blog @missk22

My whole point is that my goal haven’t changed just my road to getting there has. I will always look for new things to get involved in and that show growth. After all that is what the mission is to improve, to show growth and to let my children know don’t allow anyone to steer your from your dream.
I make my personal investments to keep my head above water and haven’t drowned just yet. I owe it all to the ALL HIGH, because he sees the potential and promise within me.

Sending you all kisses and love. #GoddessLove

Getting To The Truth Thursday

Getting To The Truth Thursday

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

Lets jump straight into it shall we. How many of you all think you are in a one on one relationship only to find out you’re not? Well don’t be discourage because a lot of people found that out over the Valentine Day extravaganza, that they are in multiple situations. This is why this holiday doesn’t hold water to me. Yes I know I always get something and this year made no difference, but in reality if I didn’t get anything I wouldn’t be disappointed. I mean I get gifts and love 365 days a year so one day will not destroy me in any way.

What I do understand is that this is all that most have to look forward to and that is because this is what they allow. Is this your fault? Yes and no. I say that because you didn’t get involved in your life or your relationship. What you have been doing in belonging into a relationship or an endless marriage but not involved. I know you all do so much together, but how many of you share the deepest darkest secrets? How many of you know what your mate is doing when you decide to do you? Think about it, if you think you are getting away with it, so do she or he. When you think that you are in this committed relationship and find out that you are in a triangle web of lies is horrifying. When you find out that there is multiple partners involved is more devastating. When there is a child now present that wasn’t there when you met. When there is a boyfriend wherein you thought you were the husband or a girlfriend wherein you thought you vowed your life to him forever. When you find out an ex is a still ongoing thing and now you are the side piece. I see it all the time and much too often. How about when you find out that everyone knew but you? Then you blame everyone for not telling you about it. Please open your own damn eyes to see the truth and not hide behind what is given to you or what is being said to you. Yes, anyone can say that they love you but if they aren’t showing it then that’s where the problem lye. Why do you make it someone else’s business to get in your life, love and relationship? When they are there you then tell them to mind their business when isn’t beneficial to you. Then question their loyalty when it is hurtful only because you didn’t want to hear it in the beginning. Well my friends we all stand in our own way to shame the hurt and cover up the pain. We force ourselves to believe that there is no way this person could do this to me. “Not after all I have done for them!” “Not after all I have given up for them!” “Not after what I have given them!” “Not when I could have been with or loved, or done or did!” My question to you is why didn’t you just go with your instincts? Because you got in your own way and thought you could change a person instead of just moving to the side and allow nature to take it course. We have that I am better than; I can make you feel; I know I have; I am the right person syndrome and come to find out you weren’t. Your aren’t or weren’t the better; You couldn’t make them feel; You didn’t have; and of course they end up with someone else still.

The problem is no communication. People are afraid to ask the hard questions. Are you seeing someone else? Is there a new child I need to know about? Where is you loyalty and love in this relationship? Is there new skeletons I need to be aware of? Make bold statements like, I scheduled both of us for STD testing. I am going to the doctors with you and no I will not sit in the waiting room. There is no confidentiality when it comes to my health and we are married or in a committed relationship. I do it all the time. I tell my mate come go in the room with me and be there for the examination. There is no secrets when it come to me. If we are sharing bodily fluids we might as well share a doctors appointment, health report, dental visit, eye examination, or specialist visit. People say there are in a relationship and then do everything by themselves. Reason for uncertainty and secrecy. Not me I am an open book and invite my mate to all my appointments, even Gynecology because if anything is different then you made it different. I don’t play with my health, life, family, love, or money and yes in that order. So get all involved in your life, love, health, and family business. Because at the end of the day it matters to you as well. Do not rely on someone who barely holds their head up when speaking to you the truth to tell you the truth. Because I know that I am who I am and I am not here to make your feel better and me feel worse. I am not here to make life better for you while I live like shit. I am not here to play guessing games with my life, health, nor this relationship. I am here to better us and if there is no us then I surely know how to leave for the better. I am not going to throw dirt on your name because that isn’t in my character. I will however, turn a blind eye when you see the grass wasn’t greener. I will however, forgive you for your ignorance. I will however, continue to wish you the best of luck because you did me a favor. You help me dodge you; that bullet that is killing that current relationship. Thank you for showing me a different side of the mirror. I only saw the reflection I wanted to see and not the image that was stirring back.

Your life is in your hands so don’t just give someone the power of your freedom, love, health, journey, nor destiny. Don’t allow anyone to decide when any of it is over. You are your director, publicity, narrator, producer, writer and critic. So feel free to live your life like you think it should go and not how someone else views it. Get Involved in your relationships, marriage, family, home, and life. If you don’t someone else will!

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

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Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.

Ladies and gentlemen we have a problem that can be solve as well as resolved. See what I have noticed is that we have this certain persona that we display when we are in the company of various people. We give off a scent that attract people in all the wrong ways and send them all the wrong messages. Well some of us at least, the rest just like to be messy and it shows.

We flirt and giggle or smile in a manner that tells someone who is on the other end of this flirtation or smile we are available. If you are available that is fine but if there is only one thing you want out of this encounter please say so? If you aren’t available then there lies the problem? Don’t led someone down a path of uncertainty just because you yourself is confused about what you want, or what it is that you think this person can give you. Don’t get stuck in a triangle that you created, then pretend you don’t know how it came about. If your game plan is just sex then say just that, and if it is only the one time, then make sure you can handle the encounter. After all this was your mission, and not the person on the receiving end. If money is the only thing you are after, then don’t catch feelings when it is nothing there, because you thought the look was money. See all things that shine isn’t fine, and all things that glitter isn’t gold. So if platinum is what you were looking for, and all you found was copper? That’s your problem! Maybe you should have done your research before you executed your pursuit.

Diamonds definite are a girls best friend but if all you really are is cubic zirconia then that is all she will treat you like. Dog are man best friend so if she bark like a dog and howl at the moon then you got your friend. Don’t try to trade it in when that is exact what you were looking for. We as people put on such a facade to make ourselves look more appealing than what we really are, then tell the other person you knew what you were getting into when you met me. How could they know, when you were in costume, pretending to be more than who you are and had more than what you have? FALSE ADVERTISEMENT!!! Don’t get me wrong we all have done it and it is the reason so many people end in heartache, hatred, anger, name calling, court, death, or in a dead as relationship going nowhere fast.

It’s like being on a stationary bike, you pedal hard as you can, but get nowhere, and know you’re not going nowhere. It is great exercise, but that is all it’s every going to be. Now pat yourself on the back for a workout, and a waste of time. For some of us it works, but for the most part it ends in disaster. Then to keep the facade going you continue on so you can look good in those around you eyes, but in reality you are suffer miserably, and want out. Because you don’t want to be the bad guy, you stay, and try to make something work that have no business being together. To top it all off some of you take it as far as marriage, and then cheat to make the marriage worth the effort. HOW DUMB DOES THAT SOUND? What is the purpose of marrying someone if you know you made a mistake in the beginning? After time the marriage fail, but now children are involved, and hell has broken loose. Now it is war, and you have no other alternative, but to go all in with war instead of admitting defeat, and throwing in the flag.

Pride won’t allow you to admit when you are wrong, hurt, or defeated. You rather just die then to allow someone else a victory. When you don’t even know if you leave now with your dignity, sanity, and heart intact you are the winner of the war, and the battle. Ladies and gentlemen, please stop with the bull and maybe you will send the right signals to the right person and get the results you were hoping for in the beginning. Not the look, but the results; happiness, love, excitement, great sex, laughter, joy and someone to share it with for the rest of your life.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Unlocking The Truth Within

Unlocking The Truth Within

Goddess morning Royals. First give praise and worship to the all High.

How honest are you with yourself? How much do you lie to get ahead in life, love, and business? How many times have you been caught in your web of deceit?

Honestly we all have done it and frankly gotten away with it at some point. Am I correct? Of course I am. We have all lied to ourselves, to our significant others, friends, family members, our children, and others just to either look good at the moment or just because we can’t help it.

Question: How many of us have gone back and made the lie a reality to stay face or told the truth that you lied? Not many some even pile onto that lie and make it worse. Why in the world would we ever do that but we have? How many of you all are cheating on your significant other, taxes, diets, church, or family? When I say cheating on your family, you pretend that the family you were born into isn’t your family or prefer another family and spend more time with that family. Again everyone have done it, whether it is your significant other’s family because they make you feel special; or you taken on the role of a mother or father to someone else child because they respect your more. How about lied on an application because you thought you were best qualified for the job? Then realize you have over stepped your boundaries. Lied about degrees you don’t have and when it was time to produce them couldn’t. Lied about your abilities to function in a fast pace work environment and well fell short. Still we have all committed some sort of facade in our lives that we aren’t proud of or wish we never done it to begin with, but did and now have to live it out to its fullest.

What to do? What to do? Well I tell you what we can all confess to the mess we have created. We can hold our heads up high and be proud of who or what we are instead of creating a person who we know we can’t live up to. For those who have cheated on someone, just let them go, because clearly they aren’t the one for you or else you wouldn’t have been able to cheat on them, even in revenge. Now I don’t have to tell you about those taxes because the IRS will get you soon enough and at this rate they are going they are more vigilant of those falsifying information. Don’t go to jail or ruin your life over a few hundred dollars. I promise you the lawyer will cost more, so why bother. Unless you are so dumb or cheap to opt out for a public defender, then you already know your fate. As far as life goes, we all want or have wanted to be someone else at a moment in time, but remembered we are just who we are. I say be proud of that and own it. We have all wanted to be better than the person we think people see. Unsure who that is through their eyes we try to make ourselves more and still end up being less. Then feel sorry about it and wallow in self pity, doubt and hatred not only for ourselves but for those we tried to impress.

The thing is I like who I am and don’t need any hallelujah or thank you Jesus from no one to just be me. I am comfortable in my skin and whoever don’t like it then they don’t have to deal with it. When I look in the mirror I see who I am and not who everyone wants me to be. If you start trying to change for other then when you look in the mirror and don’t recognize who you have become, then who are you? You can’t claim yourself because you need validation from whoever you changed for to tell you who you are or have become. Now I get it some of us need change but for yourself not for others. If you know that you are a horrible person then yes by all means change and quickly please. But it you are a good person and don’t quite fit in then you just don’t fit in. Make yourself a magnet and have them try to fit onto you and who you are not the other way around. If they still don’t attach themselves to you then maybe you are trying to fit in the wrong places, and faces.

Believe me there is a group for everyone just like that is a person for everyone. Who knows you might just end up being that life of the party that you were hoping for in the beginning. Then again you might just fine that piece that fits so well that you don’t care if the rest doesn’t match up well at all. You may land that job that you have been wanting for so long that you now have the opportunity to turn them down. You could start that successful business you been working on for years but didn’t have the nerve or will to put yourself out there. Trust it feel good being the boss of your own destiny. No matter what unlock the true you so that you can be happy, and love who you are as a person and not what others think about you. Remember it is only an opinion and not a fact unless you accept it as who you are.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Learning People in Your Circle

Goddess afternoon Royals. First give praise to the all High.

When I tell you learning things about people in your circle is like learning how to love them all over again. The question is can you learn to love someone once you have found out something that make you not want to know them at all. I am having a hard time trying to look this person in their face and continue to have the same love for them I once had or shall I say I do have. It is not the same for me because once someone have changed my opinion about them it is had to go back to the way things use to be.

I can see if someone else played a part in the changing of my opinion about a person but this isn’t the case. It is the person themself that have changed my mind, heart, and outlook on them. This is hard for me but in the same sense I know that I still have love for them just not the same kind of love. My war status has changed as well as my standing in their corner no matter what.

Judge me for I have judged another, but only by his standards and not by mind. For he is ashamed of himself as well as he should be but there is still love for him in me just not as strong as it once were.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove