Greetings Wednesday

Greetings Wednesday

Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all high.

I greet Wednesday with a smile in my heart and a dance in my walk. To me you are the glass half full as well as the glass half empty. Meaning I haven’t drank it all and there is still more to drink. I see you as the work week almost done and the weekend yet to come. I honor you because I know that eve though I am not finished with the week I have time to prepare for my weekend.

I greet you because you are that hump I can get over and the hill I have already climbed. I see you as a metaphor for life’s challenges. To me you are done and yet to come in the same breath. No matter how close you are to the end you still at the beginning. You give a chance to finish and well a end to what I have started. I know it sounds weird but to me it is what it is.

So to you Wednesday I salute you and welcome you every week with open arms and a smile.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

When Life Have You on Pause

When Life Have You on Pause

Goddess morning Royals.

Sometimes we get stuck and then fall into a world of despair and leave no room for repair. We get lost in our own imagination and thoughts that it becomes overwhelming. We think the worst and fear it as well. We just want life to go back to the way things use to be. We rather live in the past and hope that we don’t change much in the future. We pray for things to remain the same in this time of hopelessness. We start to shut ourselves off from the rest of the world. We go into a dark place and dare light to shine anywhere near our comfort zone. Is this what we really need or want for ourselves or is it this is what is safe at the moment? Do we wish the safety zone could last forever because we fear the unknown?

The truth of the matter is we need repair or rebooting. We need that little push or hint to get us going. We need to feel wanted in order to have a sense of self worth. Many people say that don’t need any validation but we do need acknowledgement of our existence. We might not want to be seen all the time but we do want to be remembered occasionally. We want to be liked by at least one person in our life time to have a sense of love, happiness, and even life itself. Someone who knows that you were nice, loving, caring, thoughtful, and alive. Most people who have disassociated themselves from this reality, was hurt by someone whom they really loved, cared about and gave their all to, but didn’t received it in return or maybe that  special person died with their love. This doesn’t mean that you check out, that mean that you have been validated in the fullest of life, love and experienced true happiness. Don’t give up on people just because death came between you or hurt found your doorstep. Remember not all people are hurtful, destructive with their words or selfish. As for death we all have to meet the creator someday. Sad that some go sooner than others but it is of the great design. While you here though make the most of it and enjoy it.

Getting lost in your imagination isn’t always a bad thing. Some times it is a great thing, especially if you create something wonderful from it. Don’t slip into a fantasy that will never come true or in a reality you can’t make it come true. This can be very damaging to your psyche, giving you false hope of any future. Dream big and then do something about it. Create hope for generations to come and know that you have done something you never thought would happen in reality, change. Everything you have seen whether good or bad had came from one idea, dream, or someone’s imagination. So don’t allow time to freeze you but allow it to show you where you are and where you are going. Head for the future!

I know we love a certain point in our lives wherein we were our happiest, brightest, fun loving, caring and most inspirational selves, we could have been. We want to relive that moment over and over again. Once it happened we want it to last for a life time, but when it doesn’t, we feel hurt and wish for that moment again. Stop! Create new moments when you start to feel like all the excitement and joy is gone. Every moment should mean something to you but it shouldn’t be a place you stay. Memories is just that a place to revisit but not a place to stay. The fact of the matter is if you relive the good time then eventually you will have to relive the bad as well. So remember the good and move on into a new memory to look back on and say “good times,” but don’t stay. You can come back whenever you feel like it but remember keep looking forward because you never know where you are heading.

If you don’t explore what the world has to offer you will miss your calling. Don’t just assume because you are good at one thing you wont be great at something new. Don’t get hooked on what people say you are good at but get into things they say they can’t see you doing because it isn’t you. Explore what greatness you haven’t master yet and discover things about yourself even you weren’t aware of, passivity is creativity. Motivation is self contagious. Dreaming is just what you haven’t created yet. Darkness is just a closed door waiting to be opened, or a empty space wanting you to shed light to fill it. Your possibilities are infinite.

Don’t live or love in your should’ve, could’ve would’ve and regret not doing it but just dreaming it.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Hatred!

Hatred such a ugly word, but one often heard.
Is it possible to hate what you have created?
Pregnancy over masturbation; sex or abstinent.
Reality hits hard when a struggle becomes desire.
Your worst fear becomes your world.
Failure is what your dreams are about and success is your nightmares.
Hating the world for your lost but loving on one for your gain.
Embracing heartache and pain.
closing out happiness and love.
Hated by all and loved by one.
Dare to be real and want to be fake.
Hatred lyes deep down inside until you allow it to live on the surface.
Walk around everyday with a frown on your face.
Sitting in corners with a room full of people, hoping no one wants to meet not talk to you.
Never wishing for happiness on depression.
Distancing yourself from the world but never get far.
Feeling closed off and not accepted.
Lying to yourself about your feelings, wanting to cause pain but not sure where or how.
Hating yourself because of uncertainty, but devoted to confusion.

If it doesn’t stop now and change for the best you could end up in the darkest hole by yourself for real. Then you’ll see pain, frustration, anguish, desperation, and dysfunction like you never saw or felt before in life.