Where are we now?

Goddess Evening Royals

We have been so many place and seen so many face but still we live in selfishness.  I am not going to say all but I will say some.  It make no sense to have and refuse to want to give.  Some have nothing and give so much while some have so much and gives nothing.  Is this who and where we are now?

I have been a person who gives of myself all the time and without a need from anything in return.  It is called unconditional giving.  I don’t want or expect anything in return. It has to be without praise, conditions, compromise or even influence that you all give.  It have to be from the heart.  This is where we should be but we aren’t.

We as human beings believe that we should give in order to receive, or receive in ordered to give.  We look for what we give to be returned to us, well most of us, but then when it isn’t we have to talk about what we did for someone instead of keeping it to ourselves.  We have to be praised or recognized by someone in order for someone to know how badly someone else needed our help or assistance.

For those who doesn’t need praise, glory or recognition I salute you in all you do for your family, friends, community and for those who you don’t know.  I want to say “Thank You”  because the world could use some more of you in this day and time.  For a matter of fact continue to do what you do so that it will become contagious and others catch on.

You are the HEROs of the millenium and I am more than thankful and appreciative of you and your services you provide to the family, friends. and communities around you.

What do you do that make you a HERO of today, tomorrow and forever.

THANK YOU SO MUCH. SENDING YOU ALL LOVE AND KISSES.  #GODDESSLOVE

What Women Think Occasionally #3

What Women Think Occasionally #3

Goddess Morning Royals, sorry for the delay in finishing the story but I had a weekend please believe me.

Friday, no transportation to anywhere and Lord know I don’t like asking anyone for a ride so cab, hack and Uber it was.  Had so many errands to run and got them all accomplished, money well spent.

Saturday, cooked and cleaned, washed clothes and everything so I can dedicate my time today to my writing.  Putting my house back together after some well deserved maintenance/renovations needed.  Most of it was accomplished but still have more to do.  

This morning I am blogging because I feel as though I owe it to you all to finish out the story.

So our couple is on the floor of their home after another sexual attack from his wife who continues to fantasize about her stranger.  Well this time there was touching, laughing and grind involve.  As she sat beside her husband she wanted to tell him that she sexually desire another man but she knew it would break him and leave him with insecure thoughts of her.  She said nothing and continued on with her quality time with him. When they were done they both got up and headed upstairs to shower and rest for the night.  He knew it was something he needed to talk to her about but couldn’t remember what it was.

They showered together and then off to bed they both went.  They spooned into a deep slumber.  When morning rose and he woke from sleeping she wasn’t in the bed with him.  She wasn’t even in the house.  He thought she may have had an emergency and didn’t want to wake him.  She was in the wind and without any type of note or anything.  He didn’t allow it to bother him it wasn’t the first time and he knew it wouldn’t be the last.  She did however make him breakfast to eat and made him coffee to drink.  She always did when she had to be out before he woke.

She had boarded a plane to Italy for business and didn’t have time to explain to him nor wake him.  He knew her business was everything to her.  Upon her arrival she called home to let her husband know where she was and her possible return.  He was happy to hear from her and told her he got the fort.  They told one another how much the love each other and to stay safe and out of trouble.  They hung up and when she looked up she was at the hotel.  She checked in called her office for the person she is meeting again and all the details on what it is that she is requesting.  Once she received the information again she studied her notes.  She knew that this client was important as all her clients but this one asked for her personally so she knew she had to get his contract without fail.

Her appointment with her client was at 11 am and she wouldn’t be late.  She was meeting her at the grand suite in the hotel in which she was staying.  She gathered her A game and headed up to the top floor.  She heard the helicopter land on the roof.  Okay this one has a lot of money obviously so get the account and make your money girl.  She spoke to herself.  The concierge let her into the suite and offered her something to drink.  Dominique will be right with you.

She sat down and waited her arrival and when the doors opened.

Last encounter

It was Dominique the stranger that she was fantacizing about.  She knew she was in trouble because she couldn’t run to her husband and release the sexual desire or tension.  She smiled, I didn’t know your name was Dominique.  I also didn’t know you were going to be my client.  How you didn’t know my name was Dominique I told you last night at the bar.  I wasn’t really paying attention like I should have been.   Now that I have your undivided attention maybe I can get you to help me with my business as well as answer my question you left so fast on last night.  She started sweating, her legs buckled, her knees locked and her face blushed.  In her thoughts she knew she definitely was in a world of trouble. She tried to stay focus and do the job she was called there to do but she wasn’t sure which job he was really after.

She sat back down and squeaked out, well.  Clearing her thought, well I can offer you, I mean my company can offer you a great return on all investments we push through for you at all cause.  We just don’t put your money anywhere we put it where it is coming to have a positive payout for your.  We invest to continue to make you more money and build your wealth  as we as your portfolio.  He smiled, that’s great to know show me some sound investments and then give me a pen to sign.  I believe in you and know that you can do all you say you can do.  She grin, knowing her pussy was getting wet by the minute.  She excused herself and went to the restroom for relief.  Hold yourself together and get those thoughts of sex out of your head.  Stay in the game and stay focus.  It took her a minute to pull it together but she got herself back on track and reentered the room.

When she returned he was shirtless and she almost passed out.  She was weak in the flesh and wanted to have him.  He said, where do I sign?  She gave him and pen and showed him where to sign and afterwards he handed her a drink for a toast.  When the glasses touch so did she.  He stepped back and told her don’t make that move if she wasn’t ready for the outcome.  She stepped forward and touched again.  He drawled her in close, kissing her full lips.  The sparks flew and the magic started.  He went down on her and her mind went blank and she didn’t remember she had a husband.  All she could think about was how good this made her feel.  She wanted more but first she had to showcase her skills as well.  She in return went down on him.  He never had a woman who could take all of him oral or otherwise.  He knew he would catch feelings for her if she made him cum so he pulled her off to give her real pleasure.  As he inserted his massive penis she moaned.  She wasn’t sure if she would be able to handle it all but as he continued to push she continued to take.  When he was all the way in her hips started to sway and her juices started to flow.  He was shocked and they both tried to out do one another.  When the fight was over and all the pleasure was released they looked at each other with such lust but knew it wasn’t going to happen again.  They both had to win and they knew sexually it would work but otherwise they both are too damn competitive.  Beside she then remembered she had a husband.

She jumped up and rushed out of the room down to her floor and into her room.  She douche and cleaned herself up well.  Taking the morning after pill and faxing over his signed contract.  She knew she could never tell her husband about this, it would destroy their marriage and lives.  She now had more skeletons in her closet than she wanted but had pleasure upon her soul that she desired.

This encounter she would always remember but had to live with the guilt and shame of stepping outside of her marriage to get it.

Sending you all love and kisses.  #GoddessLove

Unappreciated or Disrespected

Unappreciated or Disrespected

Goddess Morning Royals

I have several conversations with several family members over the years and it always come back to the same shit.  When doing something for someone, in return they feel unappreciated or disrespected.  I too use to feel this way but I had to let that part of me go and for these reasons.

  1. Am I doing this for this person for clout?
  2. Am I doing this to get something out of it?
  3. Am I doing this to be respected by this person?
  4. Am I doing this for me?

Asking myself these questions lead me to these answers

  1. No, what clout has to do with anything.  If I am always the helper what clout am I building on to get back.
  2. No, because I am a good person and can do something without needing something in return.
  3. No, if they didn’t respect me before I did what I did they damn sure isn’t going to do so afterwards.
  4. No, what am I getting out of the deal if no respect is attached to it, nothing is going to come back in return and it’s not like I am getting recognition for it.

I do things for people because I am generally a good person, but I am also not stupid.  If I believe or see that you are going to dog me or continue to want from to just to use me.  I will say no to things you may very well need and not just want.

I say all this because I see people’s hearts get broken because they did something for someone they cared for, loved, or just felt bad for, but their was an alternative motive behind their assistance.

  1. If I do this for you, you are going to owe me one.
  2. If I do this then when you get this you give me that.
  3. If I do this for you go have to go out with me.
  4. If I do this you and I are dating.
  5. If I do this for you, you have to do something special for me.
  6. If I do this for you, I’m going to need it back immediately.

Now let evaluate the “if” factor.

  • If the could give one back to you they wouldn’t ask you for one? Correct!  If that was they case then they could have just held out to get that one themselves.
  • If they get something and you want it and they don’t give it to you?  Do you have a fit or just take what you believe to be rightfully your?
  • If they wanted to go out with you I don’t think you would have to do them a favor first.  They would have liked you enough to just go out with you but that isn’t the case now is it.
  • If they wanted to date you they would have shown interest in you and not the favor they are asking of you.  They would have just use all of them to get all of what you offer, but they didn’t just asked for a favor.
  • Now come on, if they wanted to do something special for you they would have but they didn’t, but just asked you to do something for them.
  • If they could pay you back immediately, they would just wait it out but obviously they can’t pay you back immediately.

When you alternative motive is to get something back and they didn’t express that they were giving you something but what you gave them then I think you are the one who is disrespectful.  Stop looking for something in return!  When God see you gave from the heart he will be the only one giving you something back and ten fold.  If you are going to be a blessing to someone just be that blessing to them and stop looking for things in return.  God is your blessing and he knows that all your promises is going to come with fault, but that doesn’t stop him from giving.  Does it! NO, he gives without really getting anything in return.  All he ask is that you stay true to him and yourself.  I don’t think that is much to ask of you.  So the next time you are ask or in divine favor of someone else, please don’t allow an alternative motive to be behind it because it may not end in your favor at all.  If you can be appreciative of what God gives you then allow other to be appreciative of what God is allow you to give to them.  That mean you are blessed enough to give and divine enough to receive greater for your blessing.

Don’t feel unappreciated because they aren’t able to give back what you were able to give to them.  Just know that God saw it and that your greater blessing or equal blessing is on the way.  Don’t feel disrespected when you feel unappreciated because you gave without wanting anything in return in the beginning.  It is only when you have an alternative motive behind it, is when you feel disrespected and unappreciated.  Learn from your blessings and move on.

Sending you all love and kisses.  #GoddessLove