Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.
Starting a new chapter in one’s life can be scary. Everyone says step out on faith, easier said than done. Am I right? That fear of failure jumps right into play, even though you know you got the know how, education, understanding and fundamentals together, but somehow your nerves gets the best of you.
I wish I could tell you any different, but honestly I can’t. I walked that same line so many times; operating and managing my blog, my salon, my small cafe, and now with my publishing company and small clothing line. Fear rose in my throat and has not left but I do it at my leisure so I won’t feel overwhelmed. Each day I do a little here and there.
I might do hair for three hours and what I can fit in that window I do. Nails for two hours and write for about four hours. Then I cook to create a new dish as well as feed my family. They are my critics and give me the strength to carry on. Some days I can’t do anything because I suffer badly from chronic depression. That’s when I’m at my lowest but my family tries to break me out of it and I can see them trying but I’m not able to break from it, so I wait it out.
Just like that I’m back and my creativity is on fire so I get a lot done before it’s not a good time for me, again. I love being creative so I’m also trying to stay a 503c. The paperwork is exhausting but I’m motivated enough to get it going. I love helping other people with life’s journey. I only help where I can and allowed. I never force myself into others lives because I know my worth and where my boundaries are in all situations. My inner voice tells me to back off and believe me, I listen. I pick my battles because of my life’s mess.
I don’t rush in like a super hero. People have to come to me to be helped and actually want it. I don’t waste my resources and waste other’s time on those who don’t want to be helped. I don’t stress myself out about others problems because I do that enough with my own. Stress sends me right into shutdown mode and nothing gets done when I’m down.
So I’m this chapter of my life, I started GODDEZZ K PUBLISHING when I’m publishing my own material with the help of some hired help. I’m also going to be branching out to work with other artists and writers. So if you we me post other’s work, please support. I promote across a lot of social platforms so you might see it anywhere. Look for my new website, logo, newsletters and merchandise coming soon. I will continue my other chapters but not as much as the new ones. Yes, I still have that fear factor but I’m walking it down and with the help of all High I will be successful in this journey as well.
Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove. #GoddezzKPublishing new chapter