Goddess morning Royals 👑. First, give praise and worship to the all High.
They say in order to grieve you must have to things, a heart and love. Just because you have a heart doesn’t mean you love; and just because you love doesn’t mean you have a heart!
Don’t mistake one for the other and don’t think that everyone can be both. Some people love from the head and not from the heart; it’s called obsession. Wherein they only think they are in love and become possessive of you. Then those who have a heart may love but not sure how to express it.
People with hearts feel and grieve because they have love within them. The grieving process is different for everyone and what’s weird and very disturbing is a person who loves from the mind grieve but with anger as their hurt and revenge as their healing process. If you’re suffering who make another suffer more. You know the feeling and wish that upon someone, then yes you are a monster. The grief period is where comfort is needed not hurt and revenge for more pain and suffering.
I’m hurting, grieve, mourning, suffering, restless, fatigue, slowly dying inside but I don’t wish this on anyone. This demon I will face with my family behind me but I will face it head-on. I will not cover it up, bury it, block out out, pretend I’m not hurting, not will I reduce myself to death. I will cry, laugh, engage with others, remember them, love them continuously, speak of them aloud, dance to their favorite songs, sing their praises, reminisce on the life they lived for they were a part of my life and I am grateful to have loved and known them.
Thank you for sharing in a part of my grieving process.
Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove