Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High.
If you are still trying to live a bad boy or bad girl life, let it go. 🤔 One way or another you have to leave that life alone. You have to learn to grow up and be a man or woman. Trying to fight everyone or take on everyone’s shit isn’t working for you. You have to know when to allow people to clean up their own shit especially is they ate the bull.
In other words you need to allow people who go out and start trouble, fights, arguments, sell drugs, kill, steal, vandalize, etc., to figure shit out on their own. You can’t continue to be their fallback or their crutch when you know they are going to do the same shit over again. That’s when you are wasting your time, money, energy, mind, and hurting yourself. Have you ever noticed how tired, hurt, misguided, misunderstood, inhibited, unwanted, and disassembled you feel when you run behind someone else’s shit; constantly cleaning up after them because they are fuck ups? No, then you are a great person with no life of your own and this is the life you want because it makes you feel wanted. That’s fine we all have to have something, but have you ever stop to think the reason you don’t have a life is because you “chose” this person’s life as your own. Not that it was thrusted upon you, but that you chose it as your own. You are so bored in your life that you have to allow someone else’s misery to be your comfort. You literally love cleaning up after such a person that you make up excuses for them for why are the way they are.
Somewhere this has to STOP. You are the PROBLEM none of the SOLUTION. You think you are the answer but you are the question; the reason why they do what they do or why they are the way they are! It’s all because of you! You haven’t allowed them time to grow up. You are their savory when they’re playing devil’s advocate. They already know your “super” ass is going to jump in and save the day.
Here’s the crazy part about the whole ordeal, after a while you want a life of your own but can’t figure out how. Then your are blessed with one, but still think you can be Captain Save A Motherfucker, but that doesn’t fit your new life, so you feel torn between the two. Let go of the misery and love the joy. Believe it or not it’s just that damn simple. You can’t have it both ways because once envy sets in with your misery, then pain comes next, then the unimaginable. You don’t want to know how the outcome ends when you chose wrong. I know family over everything, but sometimes it’s family that destroys you from within, out. It’s family that plays on your heartstrings. It’s family that bring you down and never allow you to pick yourself up.
Family is everything but not over everything! You figure out from here, to make your time not wasted, but Timeless.
Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove