Goddess morning Royals. First give praise and worship to the all High.
Chapter 4. The Raping of the Woman’s Morals and Values
As a black woman, I know too often of hurt and pain of what rape victims feel. We aren’t just raped physically but mentally as well.
Being a young girl at the tender age of twelve and being raped was like dying. I just knew life was over for me, but luckily someone felt my pain and help me through it. Not all the women and children of this world have that kind of support in their lives, but I did and now I am offering it to those who have been or are in this position. The Higher Power had truly blessed me with my Granddad. It was like my mind was still being deceived, my heart ripped out, my soul crushed and my spirit demolished. For every day, I had to look this so called “family friend” in the face as he lied to my parents after the horrible things, he done to me. Of course, they took his side because kids should be seen and not heard. That’s a damn lie! That was the old rule the new rule is that parents should take into consideration all that their children have to offer or say to them, because you could save a life not to mention restore faith in one.
Here is where it hurt the most when the very man or men that is born to protect you are the one that is violating your very being. Fathers, Uncles, Grandfathers, Brothers, Nephews, or Cousins, that are there to do what we are black women think to protect us, are the same exact bastards that are doing the hurting. The same ones trying to also do the protecting from others finding out their little secret, is the cowards that I don’t have love for at all. You know exactly who they are? They are the touchy, feely, and inappropriate family members who says everything violating in a joke, but be the only ones thinking it’s funny.
They are the ones who protect you from other predators because they want to be your first and only predators. How the fuck, do you type of coward’s sleep at night or hold your heads up in the communities, or at family gatherings knowing what you are doing to family is wrong? You know what is more fucked up is that other family member before you have experienced this bull shit and instead of protecting you from it, they turn their head and be glad it is no longer happening to them. In all honesty you are just as worse as the predator himself. But I can’t bug because some of the parents; “mothers”, be knowing that this going on. Know how I know because they are the Bitches that sent them your way. All because they didn’t want to lose something or for it to continue to happen to them. Why is this a life choice when in fact these mother fuckers, needs to be locked away or castrated so they can no longer hurt anyone. But I have to wonder if this is what happened to them and someone turned their heads on them. Oh yeah it did, when “coward ass master” was rapping our men and taking their manhood without a fight for life and a decent living. The violation started long before we could get our heads wrapped around it.
If you can say that you are a Man that never raped a woman, I give you the utmost respect and send you my humblest love. That’s only if you can honestly say so! But let’s be clear that isn’t the only way to violate a woman and rape her of her being is sexually, there is mental, and physical as well. So, if you never violated a woman sexually, but have whipped her ass a time or two then you are no better than the pedophile who have sexual desecrated her soul. In fact, you may as well have raped her, because either way you have left a mark on her and her psyche that cannot be removed. What King beats his Queen like a peasant? Oh, he doesn’t, he is her everything and will kill anyone who violate her and her mind. So, when your child/ren come to you and say something has happened look into it. Go to war for your child/ren.
Sending you all kisses and love. #GoddessLove