Goddess morning Royals. First, give praise and worship to the all High. Saturday and Sunday post have finally been added, go and check them out. I apologize for the delay.
Have you ever gotten lost or found yourself lost? All you want is to be found. All you want is for someone to see you. All you want is someone to find you. No not hide and go seek but lost! I mean they see you but do they really see you. You don’t look lost to them but deep within yourself you are, lost. You can’t seem to get it right, together or understand life. You seem to do well, but it just doesn’t feel right. It feel inevitable but will never end, like it just keep starting over and over again. You just want answers but all you get is more questions. I get that!
The feeling of being lost is so real that you feel trapped when you are around people because they seem like they are clueless to what is going on around them. Like they all want to be found but no one is looking or them because they can’t see the real them. They only can see what facade they display, but you can see their pain, hurt, insecurities, and shame. You know because you are lost with them. You think that you have no shame, no hurt, no insecurities, but you definitely know of pain. You want to scream, SEE ME! SEE ME! SEE ME!, but you know no one will hear you. You know no one will see you. You just sit, wait and praise that someone will see you, to find you, and to help save you from you.
Find me, find me, find me, I am right here. I am here, please find me. I don’t want to be lost anymore. You can be right in the same house with someone, laying in the same bed, eating the same meal, but still they can’t see you nor find you. You want it to end but how? How can I end this feeling and find myself, because no else is looking? You want to be free, you want to be found, you want to be seen! Look in the mirror, see yourself for who you really are and who you can be. Don’t see yourself for who you think other will want to see or be around or noticed, really see yourself for you. You are the one that is lost so you must be the one to find yourself. You are the one that wants to be seen then finally see yourself, especially if you been seeing isn’t who you are.
Take time to look for you, look at you, love you, in order to see you, find you, and love who you are. People aren’t going to make you happy if you aren’t happy and pleased with yourself. SEE YOU! SEE YOU! SEE YOU! Because I do. FIND YOU! FIND YOU! FIND YOU! Because I found you. BE YOU! BE YOU! BE YOU! Because I see you!
Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove