Wednesday, Getting Through Death of A Love One

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

This one is hard especially since I’m speaking from personal experience as well as the heart. This isn’t an easy task but I know to take deep relaxing breaths. I know to talk to someone who can empathize or sympathize with me. I know my pain is different from others who may also be experiencing the same thing. I also know not to lash out at anyone even if I want to because they too are going through pain and hurt. What I have to do is not point fingers at anyone for what someone else did or didn’t do! I know to let it out and not hold it in because it will manifest into something more than what it is, which is just pain and hurt.

I know absence in the body doesn’t mean absent in the spirit. I know that I can’t be selfish because I didn’t know of his pain even if I knew of his suffering. I know that I cannot make this personal because it’s not mine to make or take personally. This is between him and his Higher Power. Only they knew of his need to be out of body and in the spirit. I have to accept it and love him as if he was still here. It will be hard but I will make it through it. I will be strong for my family because my weakness becomes their loose strings and web of destruction.

I know he’s in a better place, state of being, and out of harms way, but it still hurts like hell not being able to see, touch, play, joke, laugh, cry, hug and kiss him. REST IN PEACE BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T LIVE IN PEACE. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN YOU WILL BE FOREVER REMEMBERED. THE MEMORY OF YOU WILL NEVER DIE WITH YOUR BODY BUT LIVE ON WITH YOUR SPIRIT. LOVE YOU BROTHER ALWAYS. SAY HI TO MOM AND DAD FOR US AND WATCH OVER US AS WE SHOULD HAVE DONE YOU.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Published by missk22

I am a free spirit! Speak my mind a lot. Published author! Business & Psychology major! AA in Healthcare Administration; BBA in Accounting/Finance. Working on my masters in Psychology. Mother, hairstylist, nail technician and so much more.

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