Acknowledging Flaws

Goddess morning Royals 👑. First give praise and worship to the all High.

I’M NOT PERFECT! I’M NOT PERFECT! I’m not perfect and not trying to be. However, I’m perfectly capable, happy, healthy, and confident in myself. I have flaws and know what they are, but they don’t define me nor keep me submissive. I surrender to nothing imperfect about me, I just acknowledge them.

I’m short but I have always been short no need to allow that to keep me from being tall in my stance. I’m overweight but according to whose data? Still I accept my thickness and own it. I have 20/20 vision but know that glaucoma lurks behind my eyes causing my vision to blur sometimes. Oh well at least I can still see.

I’m multi-toned but I own my color with pride. I can’t eat everything I would like to but that didn’t stop me from eating what I want. If it’s not for me then it’s not for me. I’m fussy when I don’t get all my rest but who isn’t. I’m extremely cautious of people around only because everyone cannot be trusted. I move to my own beat so I won’t step on anyone toes. I drive fast only because I walk slow.

I love cooking only because I also love eating, even though I can’t always eat what I cook. I go the extra distance for myself is only fair. I dance when there is no music because my spirit tells me to. I smile when I’m in pain because my soul is happy. I laugh when I should be crying and cry when I should be laughing. I don’t know why I’m wired differently. I’m a people person even though I swear I love my solitude.

I want peace and serenity but live in total chaos within myself. Go figure! I enjoy making love but sweet on sex. I mean I know faces but your name will escape me. I remember my childhood but rather forget. I’m selected to my future but my past haunts me. I know my sanity very well but only live by my craziness. Deal with it! I live outside on 110 degrees daily but inside I’m calm as a cucumber.

I love to dream but only remember my nightmares. I love hard but will kill easily. Mental issues, who knew? I did! I love from the soul but hate from the heart. Told you wired differently! I suffer from post traumatic stress disorder but still live in danger zones. My anxiety is always at an all time high but my ability to cope is well in reach. I’m rich in love and life but make do in finances. I can dress but prefer not to put on clothes.

I like to clean but isn’t a fan of doing so, but dirt is my enemy. I believe in life but understand death. I fear only one thing and that’s leaving my oldest son to face this world alone but know I can’t protect him forever. I am a child of God and a servant of the devil at the same time. I know I’m going to heaven but want to party in hell.

MY THOUGHTS ARE MINE! MY FLAWS ARE MINE! MY LOVE IS MINE TO GIVE! MY LIFE IS MINE TO LIVE! I OWN MY SHIT! WHAT’S YOUR EXCUSE!

Sending you all love and prayers. #GoddessLove

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