Goddess Morning Royals.
When you consider yourself to be a true friend to someone, there is no platonic limits you have when assisting them in getting their life on the right track. I consider myself to be a platonic friend to several but have learned that not all is worthy of my friendship. I have dedicated time, support, efforts, hours and more to assisting others in getting housing, bills paid, rehabilitation (both drug and physical), love, mental and physical abuse, sexual abuse, homelessness, education, and much more. I don’t complain, I just do it. I don’t even look for anything in return.
The reason I bring this up is because when I needed someone there for me as my family faced a minor tragedy, there was no one to turn to. No one to lean on. No one to converse with. No one to help hold my hand or cry on their shoulder. I faced this alone and for that I am a little hurt, upset, and disappointed. But not in others, but in myself, for thinking that there was someone other than the creator, the Lord himself that could give me what I needed to get through this time. Even as friends and family knew my immediate family was facing turmoil, the ones I help didn’t lift a finger or offered a helping hand.
Still I am not upset with them but with myself because after all the things I have witnessed and all the things I have done, even when assisting others; I still did it alone. What made me think that there would be anyone there for me, shame on me for thinking others cared.
Now I am heading to my new years and everyone knows when it comes to my new year, people can no longer get the same assistance they once received. They know that every new year I must reevaluate my existence in other’s lives and in doing so I don’t remove them, I kindly remove myself from their lives. They lose a friend in me and never can recover to get it back. It only take one time to lose me and you’ll never see, hear, or interact with me again.
I say all this to say be kind, generous, supportive, loyal, honest, and appreciative of your friends because when you lose a good one, you never get another one in their place.
Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove