Clarity

This is personal for me, because I thought I would never get over my ex!

I’m in a better place after long prayers and endless nights of crying from heartache. I can finally say I have closure so I can move on w/my life. I didn’t think it would ever happen and it was keeping me from future endeavors and relationships. Worrying about what the ex was doing and who it was with, now I have clarity. I can see my future w/my husband and know that nothing can tare us apart or down. I wasn’t holding out for my ex just holding on to the love we shared, but not realizing it was done and gone. Friends, yes we can be that but I had to ask for friendship from the Lord because just saying wasn’t enough, I had to live it and believe in it. I was lost w/in myself for so long that I thought ridiculously I had to be in this person’s presence to be seen not knowing I had left a strong enough mark on them already wherein they were hurting for attention just as much as I was. Today, I can say strongly, firmly and with conviction say that I am in a better place, state of mind, and spiritual setting that encountering them will be no heartache and pain. So I say thank you first to my Lord and Savior for allowing me the chance to experience both love, and heartache, but most of all recovery from it. Secondly to you for the good and bad times, love, and pain but most of all time and opportunity of knowing and loving you. But at last our time has past and I am now on a new journey to be a loving, caring, devoted, faithful, loyal wife and expect nothing less in return. Love you take care old friend! Best wishes in your future endeavors as well, until our path cross again but not as lover but as friends, enjoy!

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