What I Want and Need

Goddess morning Royals. First give praise and worship to the all High.

I want a life of happiness, love, joy, and peace. I want financial bliss and a home to leave for generations to come. I want a life wherein there is no war, hatred, or destruction. This day is so far fetched though but this is what I want. I want for my family to get along and be mindful of one another’s feelings. I want a world where my future grand and great grandchildren have a chance at life like everyone else on this planet. I want a day in the life of stability where there is no one who wants death as a part of their day. I want healthy lives for all and a disease free world but again this day is far fetched and unheard of. I want a world without judgement and everyone can be who they want to be as long as it doesn’t harm anyone. I want justice for all and not just for some. I want political warfare to be done and jobs wherein people are delighted to have one. I want a world with encouragement as a daily note given by all. I want technology not to control dinner tables or conversations when face to face with one another. I want a place where freedom of expression doesn’t mean degrading others just for yourself worth.

I need all this and a companion to share it all with for the rest of my life.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Don’t Put Yourself in More Debt, Pain, Sorrow Or Enslavement by Voting For Her


This woman would sell her mother to the highest butter and her grandmother to the highest master. She’s not for the people, she’s for herself. She’s the wrong person for Presidency and if she’s elected we’ll go further back in time than we are right now.

Do the right thing people.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Deal With Your Own Shit

Deal With Your Own Shit

Goddess morning Royals.

I have been dealing with other people’s mess for as long as I can remember. I have intervened where I was needed and nothing more. I just go where I am allowed or asked to be. Once I have put my two cents in I try to leave it alone but parties involved don’t allow that to happen.

Everyone knows I raised my siblings from children to adults. I even call their children my nieces and nephews/glam babies. Honestly, I have my own problems that come up that I don’t really deal with because I am always dealing with someone else’s shit. Sometimes I don’t mind, but it be times when I just want to yell “DEAL WITH YOUR OWN SHIT!” What pisses me off the most is when they try to be as clueless as hell to their problems, but very knowledgeable about other’s problems. “Oh really, now you have an opinion about what and why?” Then it causes controversy and then there is more I have to defuse or settle. I just want people to at least try to handle it before you all bring me into it. When I get involved all parties are part of the problem and none of the solution. If they were then I wouldn’t be needed at all. The worst part about the whole thing is they want me to take side and when it doesn’t happen, I am the mean one or the bitch of the whole situation. Do you think I care at that point? “Hell NO!” I really don’t have cut cards with people who doesn’t address their issues as they have created their issues. I am a straight shooter and I shoot right from the hip no lie. I have told that I have a temper but I really don’t I just have an opinion that is strong, forceful and blunt. If you don’t like it then don’t ask for my advice, opinion or my intervention. It is 2019, and the way this world is going, we are heading straight to hell in a hand basket with gasoline draws on. Think its a game look out of your box and see what the world went through and still haven’t recovered for us to be about to head into the fire.

Where is the recovery point? When did the recovery happen? It didn’t we are just going to keep spiraling into hell until we get our shit together. Wake the fuck up and pay attention, we cannot keep allowing history to repeat itself. The results aren’t never good but always the same, DEATH of MILLIONS. Are we sure we are ready to say goodbye to millions, with the great chance that hundreds if not thousands will be family, friends or love ones so close you want to kill yourself as well. Enough is enough! Put on your grown folks pants and stand for something because we are failing and at a rapid rate. Extinction is clear and then what? NOTHING! There is not what after the extinction of man! There is no future in this direction so deal with the shit at hand so that there will be a future, even if you can’t see.


Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Fighting the Good Fight


Everyday I try to fight a good fight. I try to win battles I know isn’t mine, but still I rage on. I have been down lonely streets, and streets filled with others whether friend or foe, still I wage on. I have been beaten, cut, shot, and sexual assaulted still I live on. Why is it that I must endure all this and still aren’t nowhere, but where I am? I ask for nothing but still receive the worse. I pray for so very little, and work hard to get even more, but still I just survive. Every chance I get I assist others in their war in life. I have fought for so many and not in the physical or hurtful sense, even those some times war have led to such, but I try my best for it never to end in violence. I walked away from pain, but still carry the hurt. I have cried my last tears, but still carry the sorrow of others. I have begged and bargained with the Lord, and still things haven’t gone in my favor. I have questioned my life, and still I am here. Everyday I fight the good fight until I am called home, I will continue to fight the good fight.

Personally sending you all love, kisses and blessings for all who have fought the good fight and remain fighting. #GoddessLove

I’m Not Perfect

Goddess morning Royals.

I will be the first to tell you that I know I am not perfect! I will scream it from the mountain top and from across the ocean, I have flaws and I am not afraid of them. I don’t even care if they show or not. All that matters to me is that I am comfortable in my skin and in my life. I don’t live to please no one but myself. Sounds selfish I know but if I live to please others then I will be miserable and I am not planning my life like that.

I will not work my life around other people ideas about how I should live, love and enjoy life. I do take into accountability people opinions but I don’t live to please them on what they believe to be facts, no I don’t do that. To me everything is negotiable and debateable. Reason I was given a brain and best believe I use it to the fullest of my capabilities. Make no mistake about me I do value people but not always their opinions. Some people make no sense when giving advice on things that themselves need help with. You would think they would be an expert on it if they are going through it successfully but if they are failing then why offer anyone advice.

I am also the type of person who will ask for help and listen to you if you have some good advice to give me. I am not going to ask and then tell you what advice you should give me because that just isn’t asking for advice that is just indulging in conversation with yourself while someone is standing there. Case in point I will not ask you about something you are good in and I have no clue about it just to turn around and tell you what you need to be telling me. That make no damn sense at all. I will however, get a second opinion or even a third opinion from someone who is either in that field or know of the information that I seek. Then I will evaluate the pros and cons of the three and then form my opinion, next step or a decision based off the information provided.

Believe me I have made a lot of bad decision based off my own assumptions in matters I have no knowledge in because there were no one around for me to ask for advice, but that is how I’ve learned what not to do again. It is called life’s lesson learned. I know that a lot of things I have learned is from a lot of things I have failed at because of my lack of knowledge as well as know how but there is a flip side to it all. I also have gain a lot of wisdom from those mistakes and then went back and corrected my mistakes, failures and faults. I have learned how to be humble from these mistakes, faults, and failures. So perfect I am not but a observer I am, as well as a great listener. I am also very capable of following direction that is giving to me clear and concise. I do understand right from wrong, up from down, and left from right, so if you give me something and it doesn’t sound right I will not take that advice and move on thanking you for your time.

I tell you all this because my promise to myself was to work on me more and more; little by little until I was the best me I could be for me.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Well Well Well

Goddess morning Royals. First give praise and worship to the all High.

Now I know people know better than to act like that are. No one seem to have manners anymore and carrying on like they were raised by wolves. I mean the streets are looking like they are lined with zombies and the children are slowly following in the footsteps of death. I am not sure who is to blame but I know one thing we better wake the fuck up and pay closer attention than what we are.

How did we get so bad at being the village raising the community?

I am not going to rant today because this is not the day for it or is it?


Praying for us all. Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove

Point of View

Goddess morning Royals. First give praise and worship to the all High.

Take in consideration of other people’s point of view. So a friend of mine and his girlfriend are having some issues. I really don’t like to get involved in matters of the heart, but they came to me for advice. I told them my psychology degree isn’t for that purpose unless I am being paid for it. But nevertheless they really wanted my help so I told them to give me both of their points and I will take them both into consideration and give them my opinion and nothing more.

I heard them both out and sat down for a while and evaluated their points of view into their relationship. After careful review I gave them my opinion and opinion only. They took it in consideration and then they try to make me feel like I done something wrong.

Why come to me and ask me for my opinion on the matter of the heart? Then when I offer my opinion turn on my like I am the problem, but in all honesty I get it though.

In order for you all to continue to love one another then you all must have a culprit to pin your problems onto so that you can feel better about yourself and the one you supposed to love. No problem I will take the blame if that mean that you all can work your problems out yourself and not look to other any more for help in the matters of the bedroom or your relationship. I try my best to be bias when people offer their problem to me on a silver platter but then when I return with a opinionated solution they either don’t want to hear it because it wasn’t in their favor or it wasn’t what they expected. Either way doesn’t really make me no never mind because like I said it is just an opinion. Not a fact or truth for you to go off because if there is one thing I know no one gives you the whole story to begin with only what they want you to have so you can for an decision leaning to their needs.

Sorry I really don’t work like that, so I stand in the middle and they still say it’s my fault. So my advice stay clear when a couple or family members are on the opposite side of the fence or at war with one another, or you will be the escape goat for their madness.

Sending you all love and kisses. #GoddessLove